Writer's Block: Sleep on it
I say things I shouldn’t when I’m angry, all the time. If I’m angry, I’m gonna end up saying something cruel and twisted that I don’t mean at all. If I say something cruel and twisted, or bring up something horrific from the past, it’s a good bet when I’m angry. It’s a really bad habit I have. A reaction I use to protect myself. I’m not all that big, but damn, I can cut people down with words in a heartbeat. Do I apologize? Most of the time. All of the time. I end up really embarrassed afterwards, which often just makes me even more hostile. I don’t know if it brings the person and I closer. Sometimes the words that have been said can’t be unsaid, and an apology just isn’t enough.