I like the smell of new clothes... confidence..

[blackenedrose]

I was weird today. Very up and down. I was outside reading and tom when he bugged me it just pissed the fuck outta me, and i totally freaked out and went around the house, and was just sitting there with my knees to my chest crying because he hit me with a tennis ball and it caused my cd player to fall. I think it was his lack of respect for me, and my lack of respect for myself, causing this downpour, and it wasnt just him it was maddy too.. i dont know why i let them get to me. I just couldnt stand it. .. just because i handle my anger, not with physical pain to them, but me going around the house to the driveway and sitting there knees in chest, converse following doesnt mean im totally PMSing or anything.. which im not.. i hope...shit..
lol
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So then him and maddy came around the house singing "tom wants to say hes sooweeee"
It was hilarious,
so to keep my mood i flipped him off, and went back to reading. Although inside i was laughing.

I feel a lack of sleep cold coming on.. agg sore throat is in the depths of my mind.. coming to meet it.
but i did clean my room
and accomplish other stuff this weekend.
I made some of my lunch for school tomoorororw..
all this keeping up with school will only last a day..
lol.
sleepy time.