You go your way and I will go mine.
Just under a year ago everything fell apart all that I clung to was ripped away from me by people who I thought cared about me. Shortly after I made an irrational decision to ... join the Navy. STUPID, yea I know. So with each passing minute, hour, and day it brings me closer to a day I do not want to happen. A ship date.
Why is it that when you decide to give up on something/everything it all comes back together?
I met a great guy, yea I am lame and met him on myspace. I my defense he is friends with some of my friends so he got points for that right off the bat. About a week ago he asked me out. Now I am afraid because I go balls first into things and get crushed because of it. I have been staying at his place at night. one of my quarks is I panic when I wake up next to or near someone. It was like that the first few nights yet the past two were great. I am scared about everything because of my past two relationships and why the both ended.
OH YEA. So in the past two weeks I got two jobs. I am now working in Roseville at Priority 1st Realty at the front desk and in Chico as a cashier at Target.
Why is it that when you decide to give up on something/everything it all comes back together?
I met a great guy, yea I am lame and met him on myspace. I my defense he is friends with some of my friends so he got points for that right off the bat. About a week ago he asked me out. Now I am afraid because I go balls first into things and get crushed because of it. I have been staying at his place at night. one of my quarks is I panic when I wake up next to or near someone. It was like that the first few nights yet the past two were great. I am scared about everything because of my past two relationships and why the both ended.
OH YEA. So in the past two weeks I got two jobs. I am now working in Roseville at Priority 1st Realty at the front desk and in Chico as a cashier at Target.