Jul 18, 2005 19:08
We just had to put my dog down. She was 12 years old and had completely lost controlof her back legs. The muscles just deteriated. I cried so hard. I'm surprised I'm not still crying. She was a best friend. She hated it when my sister and mom were fighting, she would wandetr down the hall to my room and lie down in front of my door. I love her so much, and I know she had a good life. We couldn't let her go on like she was. she couldn't walk. She would cry for us to come help her. It made me cry. She was blind too, so that didn't help much.
I miss her so much already. The house is so much quieter without her. I don't know how I''m going to sleep tonight, she always made me feel safe. My mom bought me a bunch of junk food to comfort me. I just want my dog back.
She was a good dog, it's unfair. I know she's more peaceful now, but that doesn't mean that I can't be upset. She'll always be my blue ribbon girl.