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[blackend_eyez05]

so not much happening
school
work
church

thursday- went to the wings game with my mom, step dad, and little sister louise
wings won
i was happy

friday-i went with my dad and grandma to see leatherheads
it was interesting

sat-then went to brennans to play guitar hero and chill

sun-went to church and then tried to see if i could fix some problems with my car, but i cant
watched jurassic park 3 and then family guy and then fell asleep

and today when i woke up this morning i felt like complete crap
not physically or anything, its my mind
im not happy with myself
i think the reason i am not in a relationship is because of my apperance and how i dress and stuff like that
my hair is long, i wear tight guy jeans, i wear tight shirts, i wear hoodies
idk
and i rely on my phone wayyyyyyy to much
im on aim all the time
always text
on the internet checking my facebook or my myspace
and i sit at home and play video games all my life

i have no idea why i am analyzing my life right now, but its not fun
idk, maybe tomorrow will be better
>_