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whats up peeps
basically i have a new life since i have last updated this thing
ill list top 7 things
1. got a car
2. attending ITT Tech for a associates degree in web development
3. working part-time as an assistant web manager at my church
4. met alot of people at work
5. getting connected to alot of people who can help make my life even better
6. in an amazing small group at church
7. going to the retreat for quarterlife(still need to pay tho)
i will make a point to update frequently
[edit]
school is going great
getting all A's except for like 2 classes
my other job(restaruant) closed on monday
so no more dealing with dirty dishes(YYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
small group tonight
tommrow is work then downtown birmingham with my friend stephanie <--- never been to downtown birmingham, its gona be cooooooool
thursday work and Qlife
friday work
saturday school
sunday at my moms
another side note
i am growing beastly facial hair and i have let it grow becasue sometimes i dont care about my apparence since i cant attract anyone from the opposite sex and i have had the attitude of "im never gona find a girlfriend, so im gona treat my body like crap and look like crap", but i shouldnt have that outlook at all.
ya i am trying to keep my feelings towards others, like girls for example, away from my thoughts because in the past when that would happen i would start to be interested in a girl and start to like her and that leads to dissapointment on my end becuase the are just feelings on my end
so i am trying to stop looking for a girlfriend becasue that is also causing me stress in my life longing for a companion
i have determined that i will leave that to the big man upstairs becasue he will find me a good girl for once.
i can be friends with the people i meet and if they show any interest then we'll see what happens.........maybe
but besides me going on about that, i need to shave
so i shall go to meijer after small group tonight and get me some shaving materials
i think i look like a little kid when i shave
but w/e
i would start talking about my other problems but that would take up this entire page and take a couple of hours of typing to express the things that are going on in my life and at home
i need to start organizing things in my life and have a better outlook at life and what my role is
going to church and small group helps me with that
and also people such as rob aiken and cam underdown are both great guys and im glad that i have met both of them
my mind is pretty much a mess with thinnking of ideas to go on about and listening to music and my stomach talking to me to feed it and also the negative thoughts that i have in my head
bleh
tmrw is another day
im gona go shoot the breeze with my brain
l8r d00dz
basically i have a new life since i have last updated this thing
ill list top 7 things
1. got a car
2. attending ITT Tech for a associates degree in web development
3. working part-time as an assistant web manager at my church
4. met alot of people at work
5. getting connected to alot of people who can help make my life even better
6. in an amazing small group at church
7. going to the retreat for quarterlife(still need to pay tho)
i will make a point to update frequently
[edit]
school is going great
getting all A's except for like 2 classes
my other job(restaruant) closed on monday
so no more dealing with dirty dishes(YYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
small group tonight
tommrow is work then downtown birmingham with my friend stephanie <--- never been to downtown birmingham, its gona be cooooooool
thursday work and Qlife
friday work
saturday school
sunday at my moms
another side note
i am growing beastly facial hair and i have let it grow becasue sometimes i dont care about my apparence since i cant attract anyone from the opposite sex and i have had the attitude of "im never gona find a girlfriend, so im gona treat my body like crap and look like crap", but i shouldnt have that outlook at all.
ya i am trying to keep my feelings towards others, like girls for example, away from my thoughts because in the past when that would happen i would start to be interested in a girl and start to like her and that leads to dissapointment on my end becuase the are just feelings on my end
so i am trying to stop looking for a girlfriend becasue that is also causing me stress in my life longing for a companion
i have determined that i will leave that to the big man upstairs becasue he will find me a good girl for once.
i can be friends with the people i meet and if they show any interest then we'll see what happens.........maybe
but besides me going on about that, i need to shave
so i shall go to meijer after small group tonight and get me some shaving materials
i think i look like a little kid when i shave
but w/e
i would start talking about my other problems but that would take up this entire page and take a couple of hours of typing to express the things that are going on in my life and at home
i need to start organizing things in my life and have a better outlook at life and what my role is
going to church and small group helps me with that
and also people such as rob aiken and cam underdown are both great guys and im glad that i have met both of them
my mind is pretty much a mess with thinnking of ideas to go on about and listening to music and my stomach talking to me to feed it and also the negative thoughts that i have in my head
bleh
tmrw is another day
im gona go shoot the breeze with my brain
l8r d00dz