Aug 23, 2005 11:47
really need to stop thinking.
Ok so I'm sitting online and some completly random person IM's me saying they saw my AOL profile and thought I was cool (whatever) Anyway we get to talking and doing the dorky online thing for a few days and she was one of the coolest people I have ever talked to in a long time..so she (not me) suggested that we should go out sometime and have a coffee and such. Being my usual a good looking girl is actually interested in me agreed. Then she asked me for a picture so i send her one, and racisim pokes its ugly head outta the ground. All of a sudden she comes up with an excuse and then goes on to tell me that she thought I was a white guy and says that she would never be interested than being more than "just friends" with me because I was of "color". I can't really say i was too bothered by the experience due to the fact that I have little tolerance for racists and stupid peope....But i did some thinking read if you want and comment if you do...wouldn't mind some feed back.
I had forgotten that if you speak in complete sentences and have an extended vocabulary it all of a sudden makes me white...only because us niggers and spics are not allowed to be educated. I's sorry massa i'sa promise i ain't neva gonn read dem picture books no mo...here massa i dance fo yas. WAKE UP people its fucking 2005 and most of the "people of color" are educated and not all of us call each other nigga every 10 seconds or lack the ability to speak english.
It just pisses me off every time I hear that someone turns down somebody over something so superficial. I mean just because someone is darker, fatter, or maybe not all that good to look at in the light doesen't make them any less of a person. I'm sure some of you inconsiderate pricks don't care but they have feelings too. I'll put my car on it, I bet the reason most of you don't date someone that doesn't "meet your requirments" is because you care too much about what your so-called friends think about you or you're thinking with your genitalia rather then your brain.
So this is to you and anyone else who would turn anyone down because of skin color, or whatever you see as a flaw. We are all people too. We have feelings too. We are also looking for that person that will make us happy. Keep in mind that looks fade away but whats inside doesn't. I am still the educated-office assistant-skater-shitty surfer-owner of a cool car-guy. I don't listen to rap, my favorite band is Japanese. I have the ability to use my vowels and speak clearly. I also happen to be black and mexican and I'm fucking proud, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
And I have taken the whole thing about physical attraction in to account...and it's a big steaming pile of BULL SHIT...its just your hormones...if people could possibly stop thinking with their sex organs and got to know someone for a change...jeez
OH heres a bit of a news flash....most of you are mixed just like me...I'm just slightly darker than you