Apr 30, 2005 20:26
OUTSIDE MY WINDOW: by urz truly
There the sky turns blue and the cold winds blow,
i jus watch through my window and hear the rustling leaves of the trees.
My life has changed ever since i met me...
from my past, to my future, still ever so afraid of me.
Why i ask? why has this happend to me?
Still my heart is screaming for love,
to be in someone's arms, to feel that warm soft touch.
To feel happy and ever so loved.
I miss it, this love..
only to be found in miracles that end in pain...
only miracles that end up without any gain.
only love, sweet pure crazy love.
i jus look out my window...
maybe someone will love me...
hold me, and never loose me....
i long for him, i wait for him...
i jus wonder if he does the same...
i laugh and know its probably not....
no one will love me..are these words from a romantic lover?
i have dreams, i have so many dreams....
with love surrounding me, holding me ever so close....
i want him, i need him, he saved me, i saved him...
i think he cares but not more than i do...
that dizzy feeling when seeing.....
that scary feeling of doing somethin wrong....
yes yes i think i know....
yes yes i think i do...
yes yes im madly in love wit him...
but he's still outside my window.....as i watch him go.