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I'm right back to where I was before I started Zeppe's. Broke. Fuck. I'm hoping I don't bounce a bunch of checks. I sure as hell can't afford that. But I think I might be ok, it all depends on how they go in, and if I was reading it right, my car insurance won't be taken out this month (I have no idea why it wouldn't, but it's not scheduled according to the website). I'm going to have to close out my second account and put it all into my first. Fuck. There's no way I'm going to be able to pay for any of this wedding. I know it's traditionally the brides familys responsibility to pay for the wedding, but as of yet, it's all on me. So... unfortunately, it looks like we'll just be going to the courthouse. Fuck I hate my job. Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck.