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I miss her so much.
I never thought it would be so hard. Every other thing I do reminds me of her. I'm constantly finding myself holding back tears. It's especially hard at work cause I have nothing else to think about.
But I'm looking forward to what's coming next. I'm supposed to leave next month. Chances are... I won't be coming back to wadsworth more than a couple times, to sign the papers when my parents finally decide to sell the house... and maybe every once in a while to come see a few friends.
Wow, the sudden realization that I may only see my best friend a few more times just came to me.
There are a few people here I'm going to miss, but honestly, most of the others, I don't think I'll be thinking twice about them.
I have 2 weeks till september, and after that, I don't know how long at this point, but that's really not much time at all. I have so much to do it's not even funny.
What would people of my past think of me now?
I never thought it would be so hard. Every other thing I do reminds me of her. I'm constantly finding myself holding back tears. It's especially hard at work cause I have nothing else to think about.
But I'm looking forward to what's coming next. I'm supposed to leave next month. Chances are... I won't be coming back to wadsworth more than a couple times, to sign the papers when my parents finally decide to sell the house... and maybe every once in a while to come see a few friends.
Wow, the sudden realization that I may only see my best friend a few more times just came to me.
There are a few people here I'm going to miss, but honestly, most of the others, I don't think I'll be thinking twice about them.
I have 2 weeks till september, and after that, I don't know how long at this point, but that's really not much time at all. I have so much to do it's not even funny.
What would people of my past think of me now?