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I kind of have a bad feeling about the test message I just sent. Its ok though... it's just more sticking up for my best friend and tons of drama going to follow. How fun right?
Im kind of content tonight... simply... tired. Not tired like I just want to lay down tired... kind of like... I dont want to watch life fade anymore... its going too slow. Not that Im complaining, I just want to do something new. Its the same rutine every morning... wake up... go to school... have fun... go to hell... sleep. Same thing every day. I want to live some more... not like get high every day more... but like feel like Im going somewhere new each day. Live kind of. Im just a student... living at home... no freedom. Im just basically saying I want to move out... go to college.... have a job... freedom. Not that Im saying college life is so much more... its just... different. Exciting.
Kind of thrilling...
Im kind of content tonight... simply... tired. Not tired like I just want to lay down tired... kind of like... I dont want to watch life fade anymore... its going too slow. Not that Im complaining, I just want to do something new. Its the same rutine every morning... wake up... go to school... have fun... go to hell... sleep. Same thing every day. I want to live some more... not like get high every day more... but like feel like Im going somewhere new each day. Live kind of. Im just a student... living at home... no freedom. Im just basically saying I want to move out... go to college.... have a job... freedom. Not that Im saying college life is so much more... its just... different. Exciting.
Kind of thrilling...