Back again
So here I am turning back to my journal to post my drama about my life and so on. Mostly shit is going on with my dad... again... as always same as all the years before posted in here. But anyways, this time things have extended quite... bad. I dont know what else to say except CPS has got invloved with the past incident and things pretty much suck around here. He told the counselor he loved me but he did admit he never wanted to have a relationship with me unless I dressed to his standards (a.k.a. preppy). I dont really care though... well I do but... I dont know. Im just numb to it all so nothing phases me anymore.
Other then that, I found a small lump in my leg I might get checked out if it dosnt go away. My body has tons of deformities so Im not too worried this just might be a false alarm which I pray so. If its cancer or something...
Anyways, much love on this side of the house.
Peace.
Other then that, I found a small lump in my leg I might get checked out if it dosnt go away. My body has tons of deformities so Im not too worried this just might be a false alarm which I pray so. If its cancer or something...
Anyways, much love on this side of the house.
Peace.