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i have been talking to my boyfriend lately. i am so in love with him. i cant believe we broke up in the first place. but now we are back together. hes wierd but he listens to me, and right now im starting to turn out like him. this bad ass person. or at least thats what my mom says im being.
i feel really traped inside a black room. stuck in the corner. crying and cant get out or get help. i hate how it feels. thats what ive been dreaming about latly. i wake up all sweaty. i hate how i feel and what i dream.
im thinking of telling fran(conceler) to put me in a hospital. i really want to get better but i dont know how im supposed to do that. i cant do that. but hey im sitting here typeing my problems out to people who dont even read my LJ. soy the fuck do i bother. im so stupid sometimes.
i feel really traped inside a black room. stuck in the corner. crying and cant get out or get help. i hate how it feels. thats what ive been dreaming about latly. i wake up all sweaty. i hate how i feel and what i dream.
im thinking of telling fran(conceler) to put me in a hospital. i really want to get better but i dont know how im supposed to do that. i cant do that. but hey im sitting here typeing my problems out to people who dont even read my LJ. soy the fuck do i bother. im so stupid sometimes.