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okay im goin back out with nick and jay im sorry if this hurts u. matt can go fuck himself and im talkin about the one in new york. i hate how people treat it me like im shit and that goes to my mom and my sister. that means the people who i thought were my friends and turned out to be back stabing ass holes. i dont care wat people say and i dont care if im being a bitch. everyone in the world is a bitch to me so how do u think im goin to be to them? im goin to be a bitch if u r a bitch then im goin to be an even bigger one. i want to leave and i dont. i love my girlfriend and my boyfriend is great but i do really want to leave. it feels like im not wanted here anymore. i hate my life and i hope that soon i die. maybe then ill be loved for once in my whole fuckin life. i just want to die. it feels like everything is leaving me. maybe it would be better for everyone if i die. just maybe!