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Mar 26, 2006 23:56

so.. i have alot of shit to afford in the next year...

I keep having to push the negative thoughts out.. doubt prevents progress. fear prevents success.

I can't say I'm going to try to go to the gathering, or to Amsterdamn/Paris for New Years, and I can't say I'm going to try to afford getting a car or moving to rome, b/c that will get me psychologically to a pt that doubts will creep in and I'll give up on it all and if there's one thing i'm learning in life, its that you'll never experiance things unless you grab the oppurtunity.

I just need to plan it out all really carefully.

If the future doesn't exist, how come it keeps me up all night?

Oh wait.. that's not the future.. that's the psychology paper i've put off to the last minute..
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