Does it feel so different?

Sep 11, 2004 01:59

So Paris it was amazing. I enjoyed it so much. The food, the people and the ambiance. I'd love to live there one day. There is just always something happening. Something to do.

[Private]
Severus was a delight to travel with. He really was. I don't know why it is I enjoy his company so much. Perhaps because there is no expectation there. I don't expect anything from him, nor him me. Not counting the new people in my life. Or the old, he is my closest confidant. I feel I can tell him anything and everything and not be afraid. I haven't of course, but he knows more then most.

Did Rodolphus figure out it was me keeping his bedside warm that night? I put myself in a lot of danger drinking the way I did that night. I have a very low tolerance for any drinks, but still I drank. Perhaps to forget that it is my fault he has to marry my sister. If I drank enough I wouldn't have to remember that I did that. That I caused him pain when he never so much as made me feel a pin drop of hurt. Maybe if I drank enough I could guiltlessly give him my body...well me in Piggy's body, without fear of repercussions. Piggy is still a nice pure blooded girl. Though not nearly as long of pureness in my blood. I hope he enjoyed it. One last hurrah before wedlock.

I woke up, that morning, early. I'd passed out after that last bottle of wine we had after we...well...yeah. He must have too. When I woke up, I wasn't really all that hung-over. Very nice way to wake up. I smiled, rolled over and saw that was still asleep. I watched him happily. It felt like old times waking up to him. I leaned over and pressed kisses to his shoulder as my hair tumbled down over my shoulders. My...blond...hair.

I'd forgotten to bring some polyjuice with me. I got dressed as quickly and quietly as possible. Let's just say that Piggy is a little more endowed then I am on top. I then wrote a quick note saying that I'd made plans with Severus for early that morning and that I had to dash. It didn't stop me from taking a few more moments to look at him as he slept. I studied his handsome face. I leaned over him and gave Rodolphus a gentle kiss. Just as he stirred. He opened his eyes and I took off. He may or may not have caught a glimpse of me. At this point I don't care. My only concern at this point is Severus. I don't want him in danger.
[/Private]

I've got everything packed from Anda's and I think that I might have...

[Private to Remus]
Er...left my pink and green bra at your place. Can you bring it with you if you find it? I know I've got the matching knickers around here somewhere.
[/Private Remus]

Ted did the laundry last, and he can never sort it. He gets mine and Anda's things mixed up. I'm not sure weather to be offended or not.
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