Jul 23, 2004 00:55
Made the decision to totally move over to Linux entirely. Have basically been doing using nothing but for the past 2 months, but I just converted my windows box to a dual boot machine ( I still need to play games now and again). RIght now I'm waiting for Xorg to compile and since it doesn't like distcc that is gonna take a while. And so I write a new entry in the LJ.
The summer has rocketed by. Soon it will be over. I may have secured yet another job. It seems I can't get enough work on my plate. Worcester just isn't the same as Providence. I mean I like my apartment and the folks here. but I feel that something this summer has been lacking. It seems time flies by and we are just acting out a daily monotonous routine. I need to counter act it. Gotta get out of the house and out of Worcester. So to providence I go. Or maybe somewhere else. I think I want my roomates to move in soon. I'm getting too used to an empty apt. It needs to be full. Things need to happen.
Other than that I have been thinking about my current life status. I can happily say its pretty good. I mean its not totally care free or anything, but stuff seems to eventually fall into place. That may be because I'm pretty indifferent to situations since I always expect a hassle. That way when things get hard I'm not suprised. As of late I have begun to think of things more and more as an endless struggle. Not that it is a bad thing. It's kind of like wrestling with yourself seeing the directions you are moving in, testing your weakness. It seems you also struggle with other people in the same manner. Iron sharpens iron, and I intend to end up a Hattori Hanzo sword before its all through ;-). Well that will probably make no sense to anyone but me, but what can you do?
I think I need to put together a personal web page. I dont have one and I need to. At least listing academic stuff and what not. I also saw an article in a local paper about people spilling their guts in online journals. Didn't get a chance to read it, but it is odd how people can lose themselves in the net in ways they never would in real life. I dont think I do that too much since I'm so reserved. I'd say for that most part I don't do that in real life much. Well that was a nice long rant I don't really know if people even still read this stuff. Either way it doesn't really matter to me. I will be able to look back at some of this stuff and laugh