May 19, 2004 03:25
So I here I am still awake. Was my bday the 18th. I get weird on birthdays but I had a good time. I always get all reflective and whatnot. I think me being near graduation made it worse, that and the call my aunt gave me. Well her call was alright, just made me think too much and I already think too much. Well anyways I dont update anymore on a regular basis. It seems that in each update as of late I talk about how I never update. Kinda silly. Been working onf some projects learning some interesting stuff. Mostly software development.
I had an interesting thought. I noticed that I am really adversarial. I think its due to the battle mentality I have developed from hiphop. Like battling is key in MCing and BBoying. Always trying to be better than the people around you. It fuels innovation and progress, but in other areas it makes you look like an arrogant ass LOL. So I guess there are drawbacks to it. Being cocky can lead to the confidence to get things done, but can also annoy the hell outta folks. So if I have annoyed you sorry wasn't my intention. Just a little insight I had let me know what you think. I promise I wont be too arrognat with your responses :-D
Peace
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