I'm a Hoya.
Is it possible to feel everything and nothing at the same time? I think mostly I'm just fucking antsy. I want to do something about my situation but it's far too early. And to top it all off, karma has been a bitch and has stricken me with the tonsillitis again after I called in sick while not actually being sick.
I'm going to miss San Francisco, but on the other hand, I've been told I'll love DC and all the people there. And of course, I'll love being back in school, despite it being a Jesuit school, because WORK BLOWS. Seriously, sooooo boring. Good god, I want to poke my eyeballs out with a dull pencil.
I need something meaningful.
I realize I haven't been on in a while. Probably a lot has happened, but I gloss over it all in my mind. I still find myself in some sort of relationship with Jeff, but I constantly think, what's the point? Really, what is the point? I need to find something else to occupy my time, but it's kind of hard when there's nothing going on and you're constantly bored.
I'm reading 1-2 books a week now.
If I could just fast forward 4 months, I think I might be one of the happiest girls around. Or at least mentally stimulated.
I'm going to miss San Francisco, but on the other hand, I've been told I'll love DC and all the people there. And of course, I'll love being back in school, despite it being a Jesuit school, because WORK BLOWS. Seriously, sooooo boring. Good god, I want to poke my eyeballs out with a dull pencil.
I need something meaningful.
I realize I haven't been on in a while. Probably a lot has happened, but I gloss over it all in my mind. I still find myself in some sort of relationship with Jeff, but I constantly think, what's the point? Really, what is the point? I need to find something else to occupy my time, but it's kind of hard when there's nothing going on and you're constantly bored.
I'm reading 1-2 books a week now.
If I could just fast forward 4 months, I think I might be one of the happiest girls around. Or at least mentally stimulated.