Nov 02, 2006 20:22
things have just gotten more complicated with jeff. intense feelings + him moving = shit. i know we don't/didn't have the best relationship, but if we both weren't so fucking stubborn, and weren't afraid to show our feelings at the risk of getting hurt, it would have been amazing. but then again, he's moving so it still would be shit.
right now neither one of us is sure if it's better to spend as much time as we can together before he leaves or if we should separate now to make it hurt less later. i choose the former, and he chooses the latter. just like a man to have his way.
i guess it was at least nice to know he cared. i wasn't quite so sure at first.