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basically I'm bored as hell right now....I'm exaused and bloody lonely...no body's been talking to me this week, My cat stayed out all night and well...god...I hate it when he does that, I have this thing for some reason I just can't sleep alone...I hate it. Its especially bad when I'm having nightmares. Which I thought had stopped but apparently they've started again. I hate it. It sucks. I hate the everyone looks at me when I go to school. Its like I'm some sort of freak or something. So what? I do odd things sometimes? That dosent make me a freak. I just wish...I didn't have to be here. I want to learn not to be stared at and have rumors spread about me all the time. Is that too much to ask!?
I whish it wasn't.
Oneday...maybe things will be different. Or maybe oneday I'll just get used to it. After all I barely hear the insults anymore...
I just wish I could actually /talk/ to some one...allI have is this bloody journal...and nobody ever reads it any way...
I just wish...but whishing dosn't make things happen it never has it never will.
Ja ne
Sanchara k. Meagher
I whish it wasn't.
Oneday...maybe things will be different. Or maybe oneday I'll just get used to it. After all I barely hear the insults anymore...
I just wish I could actually /talk/ to some one...allI have is this bloody journal...and nobody ever reads it any way...
I just wish...but whishing dosn't make things happen it never has it never will.
Ja ne
Sanchara k. Meagher