Grumpy.
Work made me super grumpy. Too tired to talk about it all. Kurtis's place was good, for the short time I was there. I had ramen fed to me, and I had a massage. I had wanted to talk to Courtney, and she knew, but she left, and I was made grumpy again. Now I'm home... Sal and Greg are plying EQ2. Neither has really said anything to me since my birthday party... which they didn't come to... cause they were too busy with EQ2.
Not that I've seen them, really. I've been out a lot, and so have they. But I'm home now. I think one of them said hello when I came in maybe.
My apartment is a fucking shithole. The bathroom ius disgusting cause it never gets cleaned, the kitchen gets cleaned maybe once a month, my stuff is all over the place. I can't let myself live like this anymore. I'm going to just clean everything, and hopefully the other two will catch on. And if they don't, maybe I'll look for new roommates. Or maybe I'll look for a new place. I don't know. I'm just really grumpy right now. And I need to make some changes. And I think I came to a few realizations about some other stuff tonight, but I can't tell if I'm thinking the way I am cause of the way things have been going lately, or if it's because of how tired I am.
I'm exhausted. Angry. Depressed. Tired.
I'm hardly ever like this. And it bothers me. :/
I asked a girl out tonight. I still await her reply. I don't really hardly know her, and I don't really think she's all that impressed with me anyways, but I hope she says yes. And yes, I hope she'll read this. And even if we don't hit it off in that way, maybe we can be friends. Or maybe we won't be.
Not that I've seen them, really. I've been out a lot, and so have they. But I'm home now. I think one of them said hello when I came in maybe.
My apartment is a fucking shithole. The bathroom ius disgusting cause it never gets cleaned, the kitchen gets cleaned maybe once a month, my stuff is all over the place. I can't let myself live like this anymore. I'm going to just clean everything, and hopefully the other two will catch on. And if they don't, maybe I'll look for new roommates. Or maybe I'll look for a new place. I don't know. I'm just really grumpy right now. And I need to make some changes. And I think I came to a few realizations about some other stuff tonight, but I can't tell if I'm thinking the way I am cause of the way things have been going lately, or if it's because of how tired I am.
I'm exhausted. Angry. Depressed. Tired.
I'm hardly ever like this. And it bothers me. :/
I asked a girl out tonight. I still await her reply. I don't really hardly know her, and I don't really think she's all that impressed with me anyways, but I hope she says yes. And yes, I hope she'll read this. And even if we don't hit it off in that way, maybe we can be friends. Or maybe we won't be.