Nov 15, 2005 13:09
ummm.... you responded to my query a bit too late.
elizabeth says:
i know you and i aren't talking. that you think it is still best to not speak. ok. i can accept that. i just wanted to make sure you understand that when i say things like, "thank you for saying hi" i honestly mean it is a sincere thank you. i did appreciate it that you said at least something. it saddens me to think that we were such best friends and now we avoid each other like the plague, but you saying something showed that there is at least a chance of civilness between us. i hope for the best for you and Allie, but if anything ever does cause you two to break up then i hope it goes better than at least ours did.
i hope this reaches you in the best of spirits,
your sister in Christ,
-elizabeth
stevie, i am not attached to him. that i relalized when i prayed about it and read my bible, something i am going to to far more often than i was doing before. basically, what i was trying to say here was that i am not a bitch and i was not being facious. i think the origional message might have come off that way. i dont expect him to respond. responding would be the polite and mature thing to do, something that it seems the Halls seem to lack, the male ones anyways. oh well... god knows what is really going on, i guess he is the only one that really knows, and that is perfectly fine with me. as long as all my intentions were done to glorify him that is all that matters. i dont think there should be strife amoung believers, and weather Andy and i are fighting or not, not speaking is strife on some level, if there were no problems we would be talking. perhaps college has matured me to see the practical side of things, minus the emotions. i keep trying to seperate my emotions from the equation when i make decisions. i find i do things that are far more practical that way. i honestly dont feel the same way i did anymore. i know, it is dangerous to get involved with the halls, but stevie, i already am and i forever will be, weather it be soley in memory or more. when god intwines us in the lives of others we will either change or be changed, and something will never be the same.