Jul 28, 2005 01:21
ok, so about these stupid dreams. i keep having them and i have absolutely no idea what to do! stevie! it seems so silly that they would keep occouring.
ben asked me if i could wish for anything in the world what would it be, and i said that i would wish to be in love. so what does that say? do i want to be in love with him or something? is god trying to tell me something? AM I GOING INSANE??? do i like him and maybe im hiding it?
no! beacuse i cant stand him! he ditches me and misunderatands and is horrible and is naieve and is still a kid! HE IS STILL A KID! GOD STEVIE!!! what the hell am i doing!?!