College Life
Well, I haven't exactly updated since I started college, and I apologize for that. Things were very rough in the first few weeks. I have been thrown into a world that is totally different from anything that I have ever experienced. I never thought that there was such a difference between states, but Washington is a totally different culture than Arizona. So far, I cannot explain enough how much I miss Mexican food, or any home-cooked meal for that manner. I miss all of my old friends and my old lifestyle. I used to hang out doing things that incredibly dorky yet so much fun. I used to just sit around and talk with my best friends in the whole wide world about everything that mattered to us. I miss coffee talk. Don't get me wrong, I love college. There are parts of college that have brought out parts of me that I never knew existed, but I'm not sure that is the person that I want to be. Now, more than ever, I have no idea who I want to be as a person. I am confused. I know what I want my career to be, but I have no idea how I want to live my personal life? Is that wrong? I know that I am rambling right now, but the rambling is necessary. Overall, I like Gonzaga, and I think that I am getting a phenominal education here, but I had no idea that it would be so hard to leave everyone and everything that I love. College is not exactly what I pictured it to be. It has been something that have had to deal with since I've been here, and I'm not sure when I'll fully get over it for a while. I think that the only thing to do is talk about it with Liz, pray, and give it some time. Liz, I love you, and I hope that you will stick by me through this weird phase in my life.