sigh
i don't know where i start....
i moved into the new house, with the housemates. It's been alright, i love the house but it's quite a distance to everything and as much as i think my housemates are sweet i can't help but feel alone. And i knew this coming in that they were all really close and i would feel like an outside. oh well i've been there before and i'll learn to deal with it.
Now for school- i'm already tired of classes and it's the third week in. I do only have three more weeks from this session BUT i still have next session to work on. UGH BUT this is how much i fucking hate rutgers, they just told me i can't take a math class at a community college during the summer like i was advised not to long ago to do. But also, if i don't pass this computer science class i'm currently taking (which i'm praying to the lords and saints to at least get a C) i will have to take three math classes. Which means even if i graduate i still have to take another class. UGHHH rutgers is making me stay at this school forever.
I'm still in FUCK guys mood. So, no men in my life. Even though my housemate tried to hook me up with this one dude. But there will not be any chemistry between us. I think we're too different in a sense, or more like i don't think i would be the type of girl he would go for. He's the artsy/hipster type And although i would love to be a hipster- i don't quite fit that category. I also have stayed away from going out to find men- cause i know that's my trap. I really would like to go the whole summer without searching for a guy and falling in lust with someone. Even though i know that's super hard cause i'm sort of boy crazy and i long for someone at night to sleep next to. But i'll deal. I dealed for 21 years i think i can do the next few months. UNLESS tony reali/mark ronson comes into my life. Then it's okay to shot down my idea of NO MEN ALLOWED policy.
i moved into the new house, with the housemates. It's been alright, i love the house but it's quite a distance to everything and as much as i think my housemates are sweet i can't help but feel alone. And i knew this coming in that they were all really close and i would feel like an outside. oh well i've been there before and i'll learn to deal with it.
Now for school- i'm already tired of classes and it's the third week in. I do only have three more weeks from this session BUT i still have next session to work on. UGH BUT this is how much i fucking hate rutgers, they just told me i can't take a math class at a community college during the summer like i was advised not to long ago to do. But also, if i don't pass this computer science class i'm currently taking (which i'm praying to the lords and saints to at least get a C) i will have to take three math classes. Which means even if i graduate i still have to take another class. UGHHH rutgers is making me stay at this school forever.
I'm still in FUCK guys mood. So, no men in my life. Even though my housemate tried to hook me up with this one dude. But there will not be any chemistry between us. I think we're too different in a sense, or more like i don't think i would be the type of girl he would go for. He's the artsy/hipster type And although i would love to be a hipster- i don't quite fit that category. I also have stayed away from going out to find men- cause i know that's my trap. I really would like to go the whole summer without searching for a guy and falling in lust with someone. Even though i know that's super hard cause i'm sort of boy crazy and i long for someone at night to sleep next to. But i'll deal. I dealed for 21 years i think i can do the next few months. UNLESS tony reali/mark ronson comes into my life. Then it's okay to shot down my idea of NO MEN ALLOWED policy.