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Don't take this the wrong way, I'm not complaining about my body, but all of the clothes/trends I like are made for girls with no curves, no chest, no hips, no ass, and look stupid on me. SIGH.
In other news, I was supposed to move out of my apartment two weeks ago and into a new one. Well, I got fucked over, obviously, and I've been crashing at the same old apartment but I haven't paid Caitlin rent at all, I just told Jason to keep my security deposit because he would have otherwise had to fork over a month's rent ($300) plus my half of the security deposit ($300). It sucks for several reasons: this apartment is awkward and crowded with this many people and I feel invasive, I packed up all my clothes and everything else I own (including food) besides my bed and thus have a very limited wardrobe and all I really have left that is clean is a Pokemon shirt, I haven't bought any food that requires refrigeration in like a month because I've anticipated moving out this entire time so I spend too damn much money eating out or I go to Andy's house and eat, and on top of that, I took my cat home and I miss her. I feel anxious and trapped in here and I need to get the fuck out. I told Andy I want to get out this weekend regardless of whether or not I have my new place, or else I'll feel guilty for staying this long and throw Caitlin some cash for not getting pissed.
Anyway, this is the situation with the apartment: I found a one bedroom with all utilities included for $490 a month on Craigslist. I went and looked at it, the current folks living there showed me around. It was quite nice, although I'd prefer hardwood over carpet. They made a lot of modifications to the unit themselves (i.e. new kitchen cabinets) and I liked it plus it was within my budget. I filled out the housing application and waited for my credit check, everything got approved, but they haven't moved out yet. They were supposed to be out weeks ago, but they have yet to turn in their keys/get their shit out. When I went to see the place, they had literally packed everything up just like I did because they wanted to gtfo (the girl was moving in with her girlfriend and the guy was no longer going to Wayne). The only things there were like, big pieces of furniture that I would imagine would be out by now. It's just a waiting game and I don't want to get fucked over. It's really stressing me out.
Also: I need to find a job, but my summer class schedule is so fucked that I can only get a job with fucked up hours. This is the first summer I haven't worked full time in years and I wish I was working instead of taking classes.
In other news, I was supposed to move out of my apartment two weeks ago and into a new one. Well, I got fucked over, obviously, and I've been crashing at the same old apartment but I haven't paid Caitlin rent at all, I just told Jason to keep my security deposit because he would have otherwise had to fork over a month's rent ($300) plus my half of the security deposit ($300). It sucks for several reasons: this apartment is awkward and crowded with this many people and I feel invasive, I packed up all my clothes and everything else I own (including food) besides my bed and thus have a very limited wardrobe and all I really have left that is clean is a Pokemon shirt, I haven't bought any food that requires refrigeration in like a month because I've anticipated moving out this entire time so I spend too damn much money eating out or I go to Andy's house and eat, and on top of that, I took my cat home and I miss her. I feel anxious and trapped in here and I need to get the fuck out. I told Andy I want to get out this weekend regardless of whether or not I have my new place, or else I'll feel guilty for staying this long and throw Caitlin some cash for not getting pissed.
Anyway, this is the situation with the apartment: I found a one bedroom with all utilities included for $490 a month on Craigslist. I went and looked at it, the current folks living there showed me around. It was quite nice, although I'd prefer hardwood over carpet. They made a lot of modifications to the unit themselves (i.e. new kitchen cabinets) and I liked it plus it was within my budget. I filled out the housing application and waited for my credit check, everything got approved, but they haven't moved out yet. They were supposed to be out weeks ago, but they have yet to turn in their keys/get their shit out. When I went to see the place, they had literally packed everything up just like I did because they wanted to gtfo (the girl was moving in with her girlfriend and the guy was no longer going to Wayne). The only things there were like, big pieces of furniture that I would imagine would be out by now. It's just a waiting game and I don't want to get fucked over. It's really stressing me out.
Also: I need to find a job, but my summer class schedule is so fucked that I can only get a job with fucked up hours. This is the first summer I haven't worked full time in years and I wish I was working instead of taking classes.