um schright.
alright. so here's my situation. if you'd like to help me, I'd be much obliged (sp?).
there this boy who likes me. he part of "my boys" and he has liked me for a while. I liked him before he liked me, then we saw Heaven Adams at the mall and he knew her and she ACTUALLY tried talking to me. I was super short with her and then we walked away. he asked me if I knew her and I was like '..ya' and he said 'do you like her..?' and I said 'in my opinion, she's a whore' (and that was awhile ago, I try to be nicer nowadays) and he was like 'well, she's my whore' and that's when I stopped liking him.
he started liking me, and now we are all just friends. I know that he likes me becuase he --I just can tell. the other boys tell me to give him a chance, but I just tell them that it would be like dating one of them. ...(weird)...
but last night, I went with him to his church (I usually go on Wed nights) and I thought it was sort of 'teen night' thing, but it wasn't..
it was BAND PRACTICE. I'm in their Christian band, as well as the Light.Hers. so we played around on the musical instruments and he just --is so nice, and he likes me alot. and he's nice to his siblings, and he's just an insanely nice kid who likes to "fight" and ya. (he and the other boys are always looking for a fight, but never seem to get in one when I happen to be around..just lookin) hmm..
so I thought about it, and again and again I thought about it. he likes me so much and he's a nice guy. why do I not like him like that? I mean, he's not a badboy. (I seem to go for those). he isn't a pothead (seem to go for those too). he'd love being around me all the time (that may get on my nerves, but isn't that what every girl wants in a bf?). so I'm really dumb. this whole situation I'm in is dumb.
HERE'S WHY. I keep on wanting bob. I broke up wiath him, I felt as if he was choosing weed over me (I think I used that as an excuse though) and since then, I like him alot. I liked him so bad, and I thought "hey I could marry him, I could change him, I could make him see how good of a person he is" well, he told me that he misses me a little while ago (days) and I felt my heart just drop. not soar from happiness...DROP. I was like "aww", but he hasn't talked to me since then. and he had TEXTED that to me. I called him like not the morning after, but after that and he didn't say anything at all. just random nothing talking. NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. I need to stop chasing after Bob, I am not going to marry him, he is too wishy-washy and difficult.
so I need to give the other boy a chance. I can see myself being his gf now, which is a big step. I can see myself holding his hand. another big step. so I have decided that I will give him his chance.. I could see myself eventually loving him , .......I am just scared that being with him will lead me to not getting to fall in love ( I don't think I'll fall in love with him ) and I will miss out on what I've wanted since forever.
waht am I to do? I know I will end up making my own decision but a little advice won't hurt me.
there this boy who likes me. he part of "my boys" and he has liked me for a while. I liked him before he liked me, then we saw Heaven Adams at the mall and he knew her and she ACTUALLY tried talking to me. I was super short with her and then we walked away. he asked me if I knew her and I was like '..ya' and he said 'do you like her..?' and I said 'in my opinion, she's a whore' (and that was awhile ago, I try to be nicer nowadays) and he was like 'well, she's my whore' and that's when I stopped liking him.
he started liking me, and now we are all just friends. I know that he likes me becuase he --I just can tell. the other boys tell me to give him a chance, but I just tell them that it would be like dating one of them. ...(weird)...
but last night, I went with him to his church (I usually go on Wed nights) and I thought it was sort of 'teen night' thing, but it wasn't..
it was BAND PRACTICE. I'm in their Christian band, as well as the Light.Hers. so we played around on the musical instruments and he just --is so nice, and he likes me alot. and he's nice to his siblings, and he's just an insanely nice kid who likes to "fight" and ya. (he and the other boys are always looking for a fight, but never seem to get in one when I happen to be around..just lookin) hmm..
so I thought about it, and again and again I thought about it. he likes me so much and he's a nice guy. why do I not like him like that? I mean, he's not a badboy. (I seem to go for those). he isn't a pothead (seem to go for those too). he'd love being around me all the time (that may get on my nerves, but isn't that what every girl wants in a bf?). so I'm really dumb. this whole situation I'm in is dumb.
HERE'S WHY. I keep on wanting bob. I broke up wiath him, I felt as if he was choosing weed over me (I think I used that as an excuse though) and since then, I like him alot. I liked him so bad, and I thought "hey I could marry him, I could change him, I could make him see how good of a person he is" well, he told me that he misses me a little while ago (days) and I felt my heart just drop. not soar from happiness...DROP. I was like "aww", but he hasn't talked to me since then. and he had TEXTED that to me. I called him like not the morning after, but after that and he didn't say anything at all. just random nothing talking. NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. I need to stop chasing after Bob, I am not going to marry him, he is too wishy-washy and difficult.
so I need to give the other boy a chance. I can see myself being his gf now, which is a big step. I can see myself holding his hand. another big step. so I have decided that I will give him his chance.. I could see myself eventually loving him , .......I am just scared that being with him will lead me to not getting to fall in love ( I don't think I'll fall in love with him ) and I will miss out on what I've wanted since forever.
waht am I to do? I know I will end up making my own decision but a little advice won't hurt me.