I tried to go running today
And I totally suck. I hate running, I really do, and I always have. I don't know how people can "love doing it," that makes me sick. But, it doesn't really matter if I like it or hate it, I have to start trying to go for at least a little while every day. I have do something about all this weight I put on. I don't know how it got there, I didn't really change eating habits or anything, but I need to get rid of it. I pretty much disgust myself when looking in the mirror, and i figure thats not healty, so its time to do something about it.