.It's almost 230 already.
"If you hate the taste of wine
Why do you drink it until you’re blind?
And if you swear that there’s no truth and who cares
How come you say it like you’re right?
Why are you scared to dream of god
When it’s salvation that you want?"
-Bright Eyes- "We are no where, and we are now"
So it's true. I infact like some bright eyes songs. Don't let it get to your head, I don't like them all.
I've spent my entire day doing nothing but school work. From Accounting homework to Forecasting Excel Graphs and memos.
It's already time for class again and still I have not accomplished all of todays tasks. This school thing has become
quite exhausting and I'm dying for a break. Alas, the only break from school I'll get is when I graduate. I checked
the schedule of classes for the summer... There's a problem (of course), two of the classes are only offered at the exact
same time. Don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know if they can substitute something for them. I've had just about
every business class you can take. So that's something to worry about. I also have to go to the financial aid office
and see about funding my summer school. Hopefully that'll work out as well.
More projects, more homework, more studying, more reading, more worrying. This 24 hour job is wearing me down and all I
want to do is think of something else. My family still hates me because I'm never home and I don't do enough chores around
the house. No, I can't do homework at home. We don't have the programs I need in order to do my homework, therefore I am at
school for the entire day... sometimes from 9 to 6. And sometimes ever longer. And yes, I go hangout with friends afterwards.
Why would I want to be home and hang out with myself. I can't even talk to my family without them bitching at me for not
doing something or doing something wrong. I go all day without eating because I don't have enough money to drive home to eat
between classes... I can't pack a lunch because it's for the kids' lunches. I'm poor. I can't find a fucking job. I'm going
without alot of things that I need for my daily life. but according to you, I'm selfish and a liar.
Yes, school is my number one priority. I've come to far to fuck it up now. I'm trying to make good grades. AND YES IT IS A 24 HOUR JOB!!
My friends are amazing and I love them. My family... well, I still love them to death, but right now we just don't get along.
My boyfriend... he makes me happy. This guy in the computer lab reading everything that I type... doesn't make me happy. deuchbag.
Today I actually feel important and smart. Three people now have asked me to help them with their Forecasting Assignment. AND I actually know exactly how to do it. WOW. that's a first.
Damn it all to hell. time for class.
xoxo
Why do you drink it until you’re blind?
And if you swear that there’s no truth and who cares
How come you say it like you’re right?
Why are you scared to dream of god
When it’s salvation that you want?"
-Bright Eyes- "We are no where, and we are now"
So it's true. I infact like some bright eyes songs. Don't let it get to your head, I don't like them all.
I've spent my entire day doing nothing but school work. From Accounting homework to Forecasting Excel Graphs and memos.
It's already time for class again and still I have not accomplished all of todays tasks. This school thing has become
quite exhausting and I'm dying for a break. Alas, the only break from school I'll get is when I graduate. I checked
the schedule of classes for the summer... There's a problem (of course), two of the classes are only offered at the exact
same time. Don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know if they can substitute something for them. I've had just about
every business class you can take. So that's something to worry about. I also have to go to the financial aid office
and see about funding my summer school. Hopefully that'll work out as well.
More projects, more homework, more studying, more reading, more worrying. This 24 hour job is wearing me down and all I
want to do is think of something else. My family still hates me because I'm never home and I don't do enough chores around
the house. No, I can't do homework at home. We don't have the programs I need in order to do my homework, therefore I am at
school for the entire day... sometimes from 9 to 6. And sometimes ever longer. And yes, I go hangout with friends afterwards.
Why would I want to be home and hang out with myself. I can't even talk to my family without them bitching at me for not
doing something or doing something wrong. I go all day without eating because I don't have enough money to drive home to eat
between classes... I can't pack a lunch because it's for the kids' lunches. I'm poor. I can't find a fucking job. I'm going
without alot of things that I need for my daily life. but according to you, I'm selfish and a liar.
Yes, school is my number one priority. I've come to far to fuck it up now. I'm trying to make good grades. AND YES IT IS A 24 HOUR JOB!!
My friends are amazing and I love them. My family... well, I still love them to death, but right now we just don't get along.
My boyfriend... he makes me happy. This guy in the computer lab reading everything that I type... doesn't make me happy. deuchbag.
Today I actually feel important and smart. Three people now have asked me to help them with their Forecasting Assignment. AND I actually know exactly how to do it. WOW. that's a first.
Damn it all to hell. time for class.
xoxo