.The restless week of worrying hearts.
My mother went in for surgery today. They are operating on the artery in her neck. The test results still aren't in so we are still unsure if she has cancer or not. Dealing with the doctors and the nurses is enough to make me scream. It's like pulling teeth trying to get answers from these people. My "family" found out what has been going on and now all of a sudden they care. I haven't seen then since I was twelve. (yes boys and girls that was 11 years ago)They haven't cared about us in a long time. They are selfish, self-centered idiots who don't care about anyone but themselves and now all of a sudden they want to be there? I don't think so. My brother came home on wednesday night. I'm hoping the kids will calm down a bit now that he is here to help. I've been trying to keep up with the child support checks, the bills, the house, the kids, the animals, school, etc. So far so good, but I haven't slept more than 4 hours a night since before all of this happened. It's really starting to hit me hard. I'm going to ask my brother if he could watch the kids on saturday so I can go have a day off. I'm about to go insane, I'm stressed out, I just need one day without any hassel. A day to go out and enjoy life. thats all I'm asking for.
Alas, I couldn't do my Forecasting assignment. I had to email my teacher and tell him I'm going to have to take a zero on it. I've had to leave class early all week and therefore I've missed quite a bit of information. I'm falling behind in my classes. But I'm trying so hard not to. I just want to sleep the day away and not have to worry about a thing. I just want things to go back to normal and to have my mom home again. But she won't be home for 2 weeks to a month. I'm terribly worried about her. I want her to recover so she can live a normal life again.
The pressure is starting to build up and I'm about to crack if I don't get a break soon.
Alas, I couldn't do my Forecasting assignment. I had to email my teacher and tell him I'm going to have to take a zero on it. I've had to leave class early all week and therefore I've missed quite a bit of information. I'm falling behind in my classes. But I'm trying so hard not to. I just want to sleep the day away and not have to worry about a thing. I just want things to go back to normal and to have my mom home again. But she won't be home for 2 weeks to a month. I'm terribly worried about her. I want her to recover so she can live a normal life again.
The pressure is starting to build up and I'm about to crack if I don't get a break soon.