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hey im dustin and i wanna kill myself to bad i have friends that would miss me but i just dont want to live anymore my life is fucking pissing me off and im done trying to be happy the only thing that would make me happy is to be dead cause then i wouldnt have to go thru this hell at least i get to see my best freind and spend time with her on thanksgiving since my family doesnt want me with them
yeah and im talking to ppl on aim and what there telling me just makes me feel worse how there so happy and all this and they just got this and that and they like so and so and blah all i get is yelled at by my mom
i need this job so i can get an appartment and save up and get away from everything
but knowing me i wont get hired but u know what thats just a little bit of what i hold in and dont tell ppl about me
and i can still put a smile on my face for everyone to see
not like if i even had a problem i would have anyone to talk to cause everyone abandoned me
so maybe i should just go to camden with a shirt that says i hate niggers and let one shoot me
fuck that im just gonna move so im leaving unless shit changes by my birthday if it doesnt good bye everyone
yeah and im talking to ppl on aim and what there telling me just makes me feel worse how there so happy and all this and they just got this and that and they like so and so and blah all i get is yelled at by my mom
i need this job so i can get an appartment and save up and get away from everything
but knowing me i wont get hired but u know what thats just a little bit of what i hold in and dont tell ppl about me
and i can still put a smile on my face for everyone to see
not like if i even had a problem i would have anyone to talk to cause everyone abandoned me
so maybe i should just go to camden with a shirt that says i hate niggers and let one shoot me
fuck that im just gonna move so im leaving unless shit changes by my birthday if it doesnt good bye everyone