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fuck off
i fucking hate my dad
he tryed to kill me tonight
but i didnt fight back i just sat there
now im coffing up blood and it sucks
i think my cars on the verge of death again
IO offered me 1000$ cash for my car i may take him up on that
gonna talk to my mom about that one
have u even been slammed onto nails they hurt
fucking dads a douchebag
but im the better person cause i didnt hit him back
but i almost died tonight wich sucks
it took josh and my mom 45 min to wake up to him punching me and shit
he swung at my head as hard as he could and i dodged it and he put a whole in the wall next to my head
he landed 2 hits on my face
one in my mouth (why im coffing up blood)
few body shots
but i had enough anger in me i couldnt feel any of it
now i do tho so it sucks cause im sore
hes lucky cause if i had it my way i would walk in his room right now and slit his throat
he doesnt deserve to live and my whole life he has vowled to kill me on my 18th birthday
well guess what thats only weeks away now
so after december 5th and u dont hear from me
its not cause im dead
its cause im in jail for murder
cause if hes gonna try and kill me
im just gonna snap his neck like a glow stick
im not playing around hes threating my life
when my mom and josh came out hes like go the fuck away and they didnt do anything just stood there as he was standing on my chest swinging at me
i want a girl that will treat me good cause all my life ive been treated like shit and im sick of it
anyone ive ever dated has just given up or never cared to ask me whats wrong its always do this this this and this for me and never does shit for me in return
well im sick of that i want a 50 50 relationship with some one
and i am gonna try and save up money cause i need to move and start my life over where nobody knows me
i wish i had some place i could stay cause i dont wanna stay here with drunk assholes
and im just so fucking pissed of im getting upset and i just want some one to talk to but theres no one to talk to right now and im about to have a fucking break down and k im 2 mad to type right now ill type later cause theres alot more bullshit then that
i fucking hate my dad
he tryed to kill me tonight
but i didnt fight back i just sat there
now im coffing up blood and it sucks
i think my cars on the verge of death again
IO offered me 1000$ cash for my car i may take him up on that
gonna talk to my mom about that one
have u even been slammed onto nails they hurt
fucking dads a douchebag
but im the better person cause i didnt hit him back
but i almost died tonight wich sucks
it took josh and my mom 45 min to wake up to him punching me and shit
he swung at my head as hard as he could and i dodged it and he put a whole in the wall next to my head
he landed 2 hits on my face
one in my mouth (why im coffing up blood)
few body shots
but i had enough anger in me i couldnt feel any of it
now i do tho so it sucks cause im sore
hes lucky cause if i had it my way i would walk in his room right now and slit his throat
he doesnt deserve to live and my whole life he has vowled to kill me on my 18th birthday
well guess what thats only weeks away now
so after december 5th and u dont hear from me
its not cause im dead
its cause im in jail for murder
cause if hes gonna try and kill me
im just gonna snap his neck like a glow stick
im not playing around hes threating my life
when my mom and josh came out hes like go the fuck away and they didnt do anything just stood there as he was standing on my chest swinging at me
i want a girl that will treat me good cause all my life ive been treated like shit and im sick of it
anyone ive ever dated has just given up or never cared to ask me whats wrong its always do this this this and this for me and never does shit for me in return
well im sick of that i want a 50 50 relationship with some one
and i am gonna try and save up money cause i need to move and start my life over where nobody knows me
i wish i had some place i could stay cause i dont wanna stay here with drunk assholes
and im just so fucking pissed of im getting upset and i just want some one to talk to but theres no one to talk to right now and im about to have a fucking break down and k im 2 mad to type right now ill type later cause theres alot more bullshit then that