get out of me
no one knows i update anymore really so thats awsome so i can vent whats really on my mind and shit lets start with how much i wanna move out of my house i hate it here so much my mom pisses me off so much and i just cant stand it anymore she yells at me for doing nothing and i always do shit for her its fucking bullshit i get hit from behind and its bad enough the cop tryed to say i did something wrong but my mom said it was my fault to wtf alright im driving this car infront of me puts turn sig on i slow down and as hes bout to turn some guy 19 going in the air force hits me with his truck hits so hard it nocks my beenie off my head and my mom trys to say its my fault and take my car are u fucking kidding me I GOT FUCKING HIT BY A TRUCK how is that my fault? then some dick head was at teh mall and i took his parking spot well he parks 2 spaces away 8fucking feet and he gets out and starts to bitch at me matt and josh and matt was like just walk away and then matt turned to me and said if that guy smoked more blunts he wouldnt be so dam uptight and he was staring at us and said what did u say matt repeated what he said and the NIGGER was like thats the problem with u usmoke blunts and matt was like yeah its because im so high right now ur not getting ur ass kicked and he was with his 2 kids and trying to start so much shit with us then as soon as we were leaving here comes taht dumb nigger again starring at us so we just backed out and left see i dont mind black ppl there cool but the ignorent ones (niggers) piss me off i think all uptight non chill ppl need to get fucking high to relax themselves and not be dick heads we would have alot less problems
i just want to stat my life over
i have changed but non of my friends even know
i just act like the old me still cause they get mad at me and say im being different when im being myself its fucking bullshit
listen up
there is 1 thing left in jersey for me im staying for only one reason and if something happens to that reason then no one in jersey will be seening me that much cept when i visit the 2-3 real friends i have here but other then that if that doesnt work out i dont know what ill do but i can tell u this it will be something stupid cause i always do something stupid and i can already see this coming
also
i cant get a good job unless i take out the gauges and my lip ring but thats all i have left i dont want to take them out but ill die if i leave them in cause i cant get a job i hate this fucking world i wanna go somewhere where nobody knows me and i can just start over from scratch
and thank you to that person i like its because of u that im still here and ur like the only reason i havent left yet
but i have a feeling ur gonna hurt me soon i dont know why but i just do
i hope im wrong
i just want to stat my life over
i have changed but non of my friends even know
i just act like the old me still cause they get mad at me and say im being different when im being myself its fucking bullshit
listen up
there is 1 thing left in jersey for me im staying for only one reason and if something happens to that reason then no one in jersey will be seening me that much cept when i visit the 2-3 real friends i have here but other then that if that doesnt work out i dont know what ill do but i can tell u this it will be something stupid cause i always do something stupid and i can already see this coming
also
i cant get a good job unless i take out the gauges and my lip ring but thats all i have left i dont want to take them out but ill die if i leave them in cause i cant get a job i hate this fucking world i wanna go somewhere where nobody knows me and i can just start over from scratch
and thank you to that person i like its because of u that im still here and ur like the only reason i havent left yet
but i have a feeling ur gonna hurt me soon i dont know why but i just do
i hope im wrong