don't give up when you're so close
i'm just gonna write a bit before i crash.
this morning i went to the oral surgeon.. finally. he said all 4 wisdom teeth have to come out.
next, i worked 10-5. eww. but it wasn't as bad as i anticipated. we had a handful of people from a couple other stores helping out for passover. one was named CINDY. it was weird, there being another cindy there. she was cool though :) but i did a bunch of supervising, so that was easy.. i just watched them, and i helped customers out with bags and random stuff. it was good. but then i got stuck on cash, which sucked.
at some point i left my register to go do something in another part of the store. anyway, as i was heading back to the front end.. who do i see but NICK. i was dragging my jaw (complete with trailing drool) along the ground behind me, as i controlled the convulsions brought on by orgasms ;) haha. it was so surprising to see him there out of nowhere!! i was just like "woah.... shiiiit..fuuuck..." hahah. he looked just as hot. then we talked (very little, considering the restraints) and it was like old times, despite the fact that we have spoken on msn and all and msn isn't always that great with him.. he's much better in person, conversation-wise.. well.. ya.
work went by kinda blah, at one point i had a major back spasm, i though i would die. it killed.
i got off at 5, came home, changed, quickly ate something i bought before i left work, then got picked up for babysitting. they came home early cos they knew i had work to do yay :) the kids & i watched "the little mermaid" which i had brought over, and we started another movie(s). there were lots of interruptions (of potty-going) and when i first got there, they were eating. it wasn't too bad.
oh..but the bad thing today was when i got to work. i took a look at the schedule and i'm down for saturday AND sunday, 8:30am-5pm. now, this would be bad enough on any given day, but on the 2 days before passover, that is a DEATH SENTENCE. not to mention how much work i have & how full my week & weekend are already!!! i HAVE to ditch one of the 2 shifts, i'm still deciding which one. there are pros & cons to both, i guess. but good lord, FUCK NO. i feel kinda bad but tyler reminded me that i don't care about sobeys so therefore, it doesn't matter if i'm a nice person. lol.
but when i read the schedule, i was literally going to cry. lately any little thing will make me wanna cry, but ugh.. :\ barely in the store for 5 minutes and already the waterworks have been switched on. luckily, my first few customers rocked in different ways, so that helped.
umm i hate my computer right now. it needs to be reformatted :\ boo. so that'll need to happen soon.
i have a presentation tomorrow morning. a) i'm not entirely sure i'm done writing up what i need to say b) i'm not even sure i'm gonna be saying the right things c) it's really complicated. the world is out to get me this week.
and ummm yah if thursday doesn't work out, then i may seriously have an aneurysm or something. possibly a seizure or perhaps a heart attack, maybe an arrythmia. hell, let's throw in mental and/or nervous breakdown while we're at it cos that sounds like a blast.
i ABSOLUTELY MUST start do my work during break on wednesday, otherwise i will be anally raped (sans lube or desire). ouch.
i am also presenting my french oral exam on thursday (which i still need to prepare in its entirety) AND presenting my journalesque/digital/manuscript thing for 205 on friday.
i have no idea where all this time will be coming from.
donations to fund my hot chocolate/vanilla bean lattes for the week are currently being accepted here.
i need to make one more of those amusing lists that describe all the things bothering me. it's actually some help. i'm wavery.
time for bed, my eyes are dry and hurting AND i had to correct "for bed" twice before i got it right (and "correct" once).
good night.
little angel you got to learn to fly
get up and earn your wings tonight
this morning i went to the oral surgeon.. finally. he said all 4 wisdom teeth have to come out.
next, i worked 10-5. eww. but it wasn't as bad as i anticipated. we had a handful of people from a couple other stores helping out for passover. one was named CINDY. it was weird, there being another cindy there. she was cool though :) but i did a bunch of supervising, so that was easy.. i just watched them, and i helped customers out with bags and random stuff. it was good. but then i got stuck on cash, which sucked.
at some point i left my register to go do something in another part of the store. anyway, as i was heading back to the front end.. who do i see but NICK. i was dragging my jaw (complete with trailing drool) along the ground behind me, as i controlled the convulsions brought on by orgasms ;) haha. it was so surprising to see him there out of nowhere!! i was just like "woah.... shiiiit..fuuuck..." hahah. he looked just as hot. then we talked (very little, considering the restraints) and it was like old times, despite the fact that we have spoken on msn and all and msn isn't always that great with him.. he's much better in person, conversation-wise.. well.. ya.
work went by kinda blah, at one point i had a major back spasm, i though i would die. it killed.
i got off at 5, came home, changed, quickly ate something i bought before i left work, then got picked up for babysitting. they came home early cos they knew i had work to do yay :) the kids & i watched "the little mermaid" which i had brought over, and we started another movie(s). there were lots of interruptions (of potty-going) and when i first got there, they were eating. it wasn't too bad.
oh..but the bad thing today was when i got to work. i took a look at the schedule and i'm down for saturday AND sunday, 8:30am-5pm. now, this would be bad enough on any given day, but on the 2 days before passover, that is a DEATH SENTENCE. not to mention how much work i have & how full my week & weekend are already!!! i HAVE to ditch one of the 2 shifts, i'm still deciding which one. there are pros & cons to both, i guess. but good lord, FUCK NO. i feel kinda bad but tyler reminded me that i don't care about sobeys so therefore, it doesn't matter if i'm a nice person. lol.
but when i read the schedule, i was literally going to cry. lately any little thing will make me wanna cry, but ugh.. :\ barely in the store for 5 minutes and already the waterworks have been switched on. luckily, my first few customers rocked in different ways, so that helped.
umm i hate my computer right now. it needs to be reformatted :\ boo. so that'll need to happen soon.
i have a presentation tomorrow morning. a) i'm not entirely sure i'm done writing up what i need to say b) i'm not even sure i'm gonna be saying the right things c) it's really complicated. the world is out to get me this week.
and ummm yah if thursday doesn't work out, then i may seriously have an aneurysm or something. possibly a seizure or perhaps a heart attack, maybe an arrythmia. hell, let's throw in mental and/or nervous breakdown while we're at it cos that sounds like a blast.
i ABSOLUTELY MUST start do my work during break on wednesday, otherwise i will be anally raped (sans lube or desire). ouch.
i am also presenting my french oral exam on thursday (which i still need to prepare in its entirety) AND presenting my journalesque/digital/manuscript thing for 205 on friday.
i have no idea where all this time will be coming from.
donations to fund my hot chocolate/vanilla bean lattes for the week are currently being accepted here.
i need to make one more of those amusing lists that describe all the things bothering me. it's actually some help. i'm wavery.
time for bed, my eyes are dry and hurting AND i had to correct "for bed" twice before i got it right (and "correct" once).
good night.
little angel you got to learn to fly
get up and earn your wings tonight