Jan 16, 2005 00:34
this frigin blows...i gotta becareful what i say cuz i know it'll be something ill end up regretting later on, if someone reads it. =\ ugh, like it just sucks so bad cuz i can't get this out. pretty much only one person i could say it to and it would be better...for me anyway. they'd just probably never talk to me again or something. even reading this who knows if they will =\ sucks to be goin again, and to have never, i dunno...i guess i just don't know what i expected. not this. not being strangers. it sucks unbelieveably. =\ i don't get it, i dunno hopefully someday i will. soon. like, errrrr....this is a frustrating feeling im having right now. i just , blah i can't explain it. =\ i guess i dream too much. too bad dreams never come true...
GAME AT UXBRIDGE TODAY (bein monday) AT LIKE 3ISH
GO AND WATCH! =]
i really wish you would go =\
haaa wishful thinkin i know...what can i say? im a dreamer.