i am nothing
i woke up made brownies for the supper, watched tv, and then went ot eat with the best team
ok so im dead. i feel nothing. i feel no emotions anymore. i've like lost my will. i feel as though i have no reasons to do anything anymore. no reasons to go anywhere. i feel like im dead inside. like im broken and i need to be fixed but i don't know to be. there must really be something wrong with me. to feel nothing cannot be normal. i have problems obviously. i mean who even feels this way? i'm so messed up. i feel dead inside. never have i felt so empty in my life. im complettely hollow inside. it's awful. the worst feeling. i need some happiness, some love to fill me again. i know how people say it will come, but that's not good enough. i need it now, because i don't know if i could feel any lower than i do right now. so unbelieveably empty, i never even knew it was possible to feel this way. i just don't know what to do to get on, to move on. this feeling makes me want to throw up. i want to cry, but the tears won't fall. i can tell that they are there but they just won't seem to come. i really don't know what im goin to do. i don't know if i can make it this way. i need someone, someone to understand or just to listen. :( i'm demented
ok so im dead. i feel nothing. i feel no emotions anymore. i've like lost my will. i feel as though i have no reasons to do anything anymore. no reasons to go anywhere. i feel like im dead inside. like im broken and i need to be fixed but i don't know to be. there must really be something wrong with me. to feel nothing cannot be normal. i have problems obviously. i mean who even feels this way? i'm so messed up. i feel dead inside. never have i felt so empty in my life. im complettely hollow inside. it's awful. the worst feeling. i need some happiness, some love to fill me again. i know how people say it will come, but that's not good enough. i need it now, because i don't know if i could feel any lower than i do right now. so unbelieveably empty, i never even knew it was possible to feel this way. i just don't know what to do to get on, to move on. this feeling makes me want to throw up. i want to cry, but the tears won't fall. i can tell that they are there but they just won't seem to come. i really don't know what im goin to do. i don't know if i can make it this way. i need someone, someone to understand or just to listen. :( i'm demented