i thought it was something real

[blackberrry]

well today sucked ass unbelieveably. im so done. im givin up. ugh, i don't think i've ever felt so shitty at school before, and then i thought practice would be good and stuff, cuz we did so good in our game against a hard team. but no. i felt like shit, and i was so tired, plus my eyes were so dry taht my contacts were fuckin up and reno thought i fell asleep when he was goin over somethin when i actually was closin my eyes so taht they wouldn't fall out. yep, fuckin suck ass muthafuckin whorebag son of a bitch. just had to get taht out, cuz im like eeeerrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! im so sick of bein me. that's bad but i am. ugh, i so sick so sick. i wanna switch lives with someone for at least a day, and i wanna be the one that's like awesome and shit and i dunno. im so dumb. i disgust myself sometimes. well alot.

got our warmups today, so hot. we're gunna llook so fly. can't wait for our first home game on monday!!!!!!! everyone better go!!!!!!!!!!! or else...

so sick of being tired
and
so tired of bein sick :(