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i feel like i havent even lived.i want so bad to be free.and by myself.
but then i think about it and i dont want to be left alone.i want things bewteen my family and me to be okay.
i want to love someone and have them love me the same.im so stuck wherever i am right now. i couldnt even tell you where my mind is right now.im getting better at not lying too.that part of me is wearing away.this honesty thing really is a big deal.
but then i think about it and i dont want to be left alone.i want things bewteen my family and me to be okay.
i want to love someone and have them love me the same.im so stuck wherever i am right now. i couldnt even tell you where my mind is right now.im getting better at not lying too.that part of me is wearing away.this honesty thing really is a big deal.