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Sep 11, 2006 12:01


So i couldnt be bothered to update anything at all this week.
been feel really ill with bad migrains and just wanted to sleep 


So im feel a bit perkier than i have been feel, i think the citalopram my doctors given me from my anixety and depression is kicking in, which is great, i wish they were a bit strong though to boost it abit more. Im still confused about what im doing with my life and myself at the mo. im not happy doin nothing so i think ill sort out my CV and look for a new job this week.
I had to go see my doctor before he gave me a new sick note as the current one runs out tomorrow, but theres no appointments which means im going to have to wait till next week and get him to back date it, but hopefully by then ill have a new job lined up or alteast blag sick time until i can sort a new one.blah
I had to cancel my driving lesson last week which mean i havent drove in 2 weeks, as my mums away too. i have a lesson on wednesday and im a bit nervous ill mess up i always seem to in front of my instructor but never when im just drving with my mum.But i need to get back into it and fast i need to drive im so sick of public transport and now i know i can drive i dont want to go out unless i can drive there lol. i still have a bit to go mind but i should be passed by end of oct/nov im hoping. just money troubles dont help the situation.

So i keep gettin migrains and neck aches, i think its my boobs, i seem to get them worse when i wear a bra. i hate my boobs, they are bigger as ive put on weight too. i need a reduction and lift within the next 3years or ill cry.Speaking of my body and weight i have put on 2 stone since i moved in with nathan 2 stone!! in 5months! thats terrible. i will start slimming world again when we have a bit more cash-slimming is expensive espesh when ya have to buy healthy food and shitty food as nathan just cant be healthy it sucks really.

Me and nathan have got on really well for a whole week no arguments on silly picky fights but not even as bad as they were, i love it. we got all snuggley lastnight, i really do love him. itll suck when we have to move back home after xmas but itll do us some good, finacailly and maybe for us to get that passion back. i dunno. i just wish he got on with my stepdad cause we would be able to see each other more.

ok now im rambling. i had lots planned to do today but im locked in the flat as ive lost my keys and nathan aint home till 6pm.Pooey.
right i have to go find my dam keys.

PS: remember what day it is today, it is today five years ago that the tragedy of twin towers attack happened. 
RIP
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