Love, Friends, Summer

[blackatmosphere]

well i wrote an entire entry about the entire summer and my friends and every single inside joke i could think of and it took ssssooooo long and somehow it got deleted therefore this is a shittier version of the amazin masterpiece i wrote before...i wanna kill someone but what can i do now except write it aaaaalllllllll over again and i guess it started somethin like this...well the end of the summer is near and i realized this has been the best one i have ever had with my friends and girlfriend and everythin...i went through a lot this year like indentity change/crisis and just had a hard time and wanted to get away from everythin..i had just built a stronger friendship with the kids from north and realized they are just genuine people that reflect who i am a lot..i wanted a change from my normal routine summer so i thought i could be the smooth type and hook up wit a bunch of girls all summer cause ive never done that before, well it started that way until one night i thought i was gonna meet a cute girl i could hook up with for a bit but little did i know that i was basically meetin perfection for me...ali bey stol my heart this entire summer and i wouldnt want it any other way...unfortunatly we both knew there were gonna be harder times because as soon as i met her she was leavin rumson for hoboken and now i had to make the trip to see her which was worth it every time and we knew that at the end of the summer she was leavin for boston and since we grew sooo close this was goin to be the hardest thing for both of us...besides all that stuff i chilled wit meister veitmoore, kyle, sulamaniac, and cali a lot..we were all introduced to the lizard king and no one has been the same since except sullivan who is borderline retarded...there were many parties and i drove for a lot of them but in return i smoked a lot of the fun stuff and took us on many voyages to diners and applebees...this group of friends brought out a lot in me and took me away from the whole music scene which is good cause that shit was killin me slowly and i just didnt know it...i love partyin wit them and cant wait for this school year to start to see what good times are to come...anywho there was ssoooo many random things that happened and many inside jokes and in the original entry i had listed them at a good time and it all flowed but i dont remember what i said so im hoppin right into the good times and jokes just like this...PIZZA DELIVERY and INFAMOUS BOMBDROP, she looks like a bernadette and she has a face on the side of her face, umm the first time not really bein a first but i made it up to her the second time, traffic tickts 2 of which were from late night drives to her house and the money was worth the time, pirates basically a reoccuring theme, ghost poo or sex?, mr monkeyman!!!, DAFT PUNK AND THE DANCE!!!, dont get me drunk and put on fall out boy or i will sing to jenna, wow this really is a series of unfortunate events, lisa "do not smoke int he backyard" me -"where we doin this kyle" kyle-"in the backyard", im on druuugggsss (also the same night i let ali know how i felt), ___ is the new spring break, the most dangerous pink pillow ever, i didnt lik feet i kept my socks on haha, moma bey payin me way to much just to help her a little, ali makin me waffles when i felt sick and her basically gettin me breakfast almost every mornin, kissin right after i got my wisdom teeth out, burnin crosses into people, tooshie toosh and the tummy, basketball in the shoprite parkin lot and the many skate nights, douche douche douche douche and the creepy little girl laugh, WHITMORE WAAIITT!!! BOOOOCCCHIIIKKKAAA, im gonna just bring my wine in the shower, almost havin to kill kids throwin stuff at windows, hey fogie can you look over there i kinda dont want you watchin this (ali gettin reay to roll a blunt), breakin and enterin many many times haha, christenin a car, circa survive in the city when my train virginity was taken and a make out session you havent done in years haha, monkeyball, fuckin tennis matches, if i never went to the he is legend show i never would have met her because i have a stalker, will you date me haha, its a pirates life for you my friend, im big on personal time, penguins i llovvveee penguins, turtle/speedy/cool ethan, shes a lezy, who wants pizza!!, we will be bouncing soon, aww you are sssooo romantical, (listenin to bitter sweet symphony) dude just look out the bak window and its like we are leaviin everythin behind, fran you shut up, pete you ok (pete gets up and walks away to walkin circles after hittin de lahoya), ali-can you come with me to hobo ken (late at night) me - eh sure, are you very crazy, i miss yyooo fffaacceeee....i dont know theres sssoooo many in there and i cant even explain some of the ones i havent written...well in the end i am jsut happy i did what i did all summer and met a girl who gives me hope that there is quality in this world, my friends are fuckin awesome and we have had some crazy times...i will miss ali veryvery much and cant believe i found someone so amazin and special...unfortunately thigns have been rough and i can tell she has been down and i miss her constantly smilin face and her laugh but i understand she i goin through a lot and has to prepare to move away from everyone she knows...i dont want me and her to grow apart cause she makes up a lot of who i am and brings out the best in me...this summer was crazy and it will never ever be able to be repeated i can only hope that in the upcomin times i am just as happy and i am still with all the people i love...special thanks goes to meister veitmoore for the weed loops and daft punk dances, kyle morgan for bein a huge asshole, cali for bein so damn good at beer pong and havin food at all times, sulamaniac for bein crazy, collin for alwas bein there, and ali for well absolutely everythin i can think of is thanks to her ima miss yo face like crazy girlie i love you

later kids i wish i had pictures and stuff but i cant go through all that and im sorry this one is no where near as good as the first one i wrote that got deleted but it go the point across

i love you all and thanks for makin this the best summer, much love peace