Why me , Lawd?

Mar 28, 2003 02:35

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lavenderskies March 28 2003, 10:22:37 UTC
oh steph~ i am sorry to hear about your car troubles. i hope you can get a new car soon but i know of the catch 22 with everythng...do u know if RC is coming to my town ttoday or this weekemd. i am assumig not as i havent heard anyting but what the fuck do i know? i am just a hermit(not by choice tho)...today we find out if we can get our loan to buy a house. i so hope we get this. its something i have wanted for along time...im not having to much luck with job hunting( i knew it was gonna be like this) but i didn get a call from an inventory place but they just had a class and the lady didnt know when the next one would be. so i worte an email to the hq so hopefully they will email me back soon so i will know.monday i am going to a few other places to look for work.temp sevices are gonna be my last resort...mmmmm im listening to give em the boot comp. man, it brings back alot of memories for me*all the crazy shit we did in fayetteville and lchs*i miss everone so much but everyone has moved on and out...so yeah if we get this house u gonna come and check it out? the one we are looking at is three bedrooms 1 1/2 baths so u will have room.hehe*wishful thinking*..oh yeah, sorry i coiuldnt talk the other day. i was literally out the door to go grocery shopping. i need to stop procratinating getting a phone card and do it and call your ass. yeah i shouldnt bitch so much about missing ppl when i dont try to hard to keep incontact...... well i hope something comes outta your car situation and your job continues to make u the money u need. i am still trying to get u a care package together. i am actually waiting to get something i got oonline to com ein. later sweets~~jamiexoxoxox

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blackangeltear March 28 2003, 18:37:35 UTC
-Hey you-
*Nods* This morning daddy refilled the transmission fluid and oil. Took her for a spin. Told me if the problem persisted, we'll address it accordingly. Even though my car has seen spiffier days, I hate to part with it. Call it an emotional attachment, but other then a crummy paint job, dent in the rear right door, and the dreaded mechanical collapse, she and I have conquered many a road with tongue in cheek. Or tread on black top, whichever you prefer.;) *beam*
Don't hold me to it, but if Jerry doesn't have his usual lapse in memory, we should be set on go. He has like, 10 kids and a live-in with some herself, so he often confuses show dates. In FAAACCCTTTT, had I not drained the remainder of my energies arguing with Bill, I would be on my way to Jackson, TN, the site of their lastest show. Which is in your neighborhood. But as you clearly see, I am not slumming with the likes of him. Yes, I would like to think of myself as harmonic, keeping nasty face-offs at bay. That's why the two of us only interact well in SMALL doses.
About your job crisis: Try temp agencies first, as you are VERY likely to be placed in a position hastily. If you are dissatisfied with your line of work, no sweat. In no time at all, it will be over and done with and you can move on to the next task. Similar to FLEX scheduling in HS. 'Member that jazz? Thankfully and by the skin of my teeth, I graduated before they made that standard procedure. Anywhooooo- Sooner or later you are bound to happen across your niche.
And Rebecca O'Riley of all ppl popped into my dreams last night. She was working at Wal-mart and living in a studio apt. in the 'Nam, but that's ancient news. Reason I EVEN know that tidbit of knowledge is that I was invited to her housewarming. Leslie's married. Who else? Sandy has a kiddo now...Amanda McBride is still at UT, far as I know. Oh, wait. Yas weren't friend, so why bring her up? Hmmm. I think that sums up the where are they now? of our clique.
Lemme call you or you me. K, you me.I am banned from out-going calls, b/c I thought daddy was gonna bust my chops upon seeing the last phone bill. And owie, my back is seriously tense from crouching over this keyboard...plus I'm about to walk out the door. Shopping to do and then it's pouring over piles of paperwork. So tootle-loo, you.

Boo-boo-pi-doo-BOO!

~~BAT~~
P.S.
I am OCD. Notice how I must have the same amount of paragraphs and an approximate match of letters as the person's comment? Will elaborate; promise..

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lavenderskies March 29 2003, 15:21:44 UTC
hahaha i understand. i never noticed the OCD thing but now that u mention it....its gonna bug me now hehe...shit i have been so busy lately its not even funny. also been worring a shitload. i just hope we get somethig figured out my the 13 of april....did i tell u fester had puppies? she had five of those mofo's.we already have two ppl wanting them so thats a good thing. but it doesnt really matter as we are getting a house with a fenced in backyard so i dont have to smell the fuckers. that cats are gonna be outside to well maybe ill leave a window for them to come n and out and of course we wil bring the dogs in when the weather is unfavorable..wish me luck in house shopping..love ya sweets J.xoxox

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blackangeltear March 29 2003, 16:57:03 UTC
Know how I know that I'm SOMEWHAT OCD? Friend and I were discussing hang-ups one afternoon and she told me that she used to count the number of a's, b's, c's; so on and so forth that were in each person's sentences. If there was an uneven amount of a certain letter, she would add the letters that were uneven onto the end of the sentence. To acheive balance, I presume.
Take, the sentence: did I tell you fester had puppies?
She'd do the math in her head like so: 3 d's, 4 e's, etc, etc. Since there are 3 d's, she'd add an extra one onto the ending of the sentence. Mad-wacked!
I then told her of a similar struggle I'd been wrestling with. When I'm conversing with someone, I have a subconcious tendency to time how long they've been speaking. Even if they are not finished, I intercede, b/c 5.4 minutes and 4 seconds is 4 over the limit. All I can conclude is that maybe I'm seeking to achieve balance in an area of my life. Perhaps it is one that I am not able to fix. So by controlling the conversation, I'm able to gain that upperhand. Does that make sense? It's hard for me to express my thoughts sometimes.
I think of myself as being idiot sevant. Not genius; here's a difference. I think genius's have a firmer grip on the knowlegde that floats about in their gray matter. sevant's, on the other hand, are unable to manage and organize the knowledge they are equipped with. Thus making them socially retarded; though not all ARE.

Let me know what you are without, and I'll send yus someping foyo hacienda..

~~~BAT~~~
Love always and forevermore...

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lavenderskies March 29 2003, 22:04:01 UTC
omg that is so like me (idiot sevant) . its like i have all of the knowledge in my head but i cant write shit ut howit needs to be nor can i say it. so it seems like i am fucking dumb but im not. its all just stuck in my fucking head...anyway i dont really need anyhting fo rmy house really. im gonna see if my mom can make me a couch cover tho as my couch is looking pretty shitty. thanks for the thought tho. maybe a new book would be nice(emma goldman*hint hint*). yeah that have to have an even amount of letters is wack. it would drive me eben more insane. shit.god us humans are strange. hehe love ya sis-xoxoxoxJ.

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