hmmm >.>
soo yea .. well ... umm >.>
soo ... yea today i am goin to botb !!! its goin to b awsome ... must do things b4 i leave the house if not then i wont b able to go soo i must do then ... in the meanwhile ... things have been really bad for me even thought i try to fake it out sayin that everythin is alright with me but i think my friends well my best friends kno me better they ask but i always brush them off sayin ... " no .. its nothin" when i really mean to say " i fuckin hate so manythings right now"
yet its just the way i am ... i let myself eat me inside out instead of sayin things soo i wont b soo well ... much like havin to b piss off the whole day .. V.V oo well .. so yea .. things been ok i guess ... most happy part .. is that i turned 17 this tuesday that just passed and i am happy to b alive ... i think ... oo well
soo yea .. school its been ok for a good time now .. nothing really excited but just bein there... hmmm... i need to really get more social skills man ... y do ppl tend to choke on there words when they want to tell or ask somethin to a person ...>.> i tend to do that alot .. and it always comes out wrong or they just .. tend to misunderstand it ... yet i still wonder ... oo ok movin one ..
most likely... i will end up not havin any one special this year or next year .. which i come to reliaze that we 're .. seniors 0.0 omfgosh ... we're one step closer in gettin out of this hell hole ... ^-^ yesh !!!!
lol im just gettin my self excited that im goin to leave the house that i cant stand anymore .. and yet my father arguees wit me sayin that we wont help me pay me goin away to a different college
o_O oo cares im still leavin no matter wat ... ::sighs::
ok well i did finally my little compliant yet i have the biggest one yet to compliant but thats for me to kno and u guys not to find out ... laterdayz lisa !!