why do i feel like i always need a subject?

[blackandwhite02]

I spent yesterday drinking massive amounts of milk and watching Battlestar Galactica (omg I have such an unhealthy obsession with this show and it feels wonderful to focus on it all by myself just like I did with Angel and Buffy). Then I got to work and one of the first books that I had to put away was this. Talk about irony beating you over the

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I hate/don't hate

[violetsocks]

I thought I'd try one of your habits for once. I figured if I made a list listing everything that pissed me off, I could exorcise all of my frustration and anger out on a piece of paper and keep it there, instead of letting it stew in my head. I don't think I want to make a list of things that make me happy. It might work for you, but I thought about it and realized that I disliked the idea because if I saw all of these happy things together, it'd be like overdosing on endorphins. I can't savor them individually and they'll all become meaningless. The things I hate, however, well it's better if they're all apathetically hated on an even scale, right? Less strain on my blood pressure.

I don't think I should have listed them all at once. I started and didn't want to stop, and now I'm just plain angry and irritated at everyone and everything. It's largely contradictory, vague, and strangely very much opposed to extremes and assumptions, even though I tend to make assumptions all the time. Maybe that's why I hate them.

In other news, I don't mind discarding icons after a week. I usually get bored of them pretty quickly, anyway. It's like I've got Icon ADD.

I've got the red devil too, if it makes you feel any better. I knew I was going to get it this morning, but was feeling strangely happy and okay for most of the day. It was amazing, considering that my head kept pounding all day and occassionally felt like a stake was being thrust into the top of the left side of my head, that it was nearly pitch black outside and raining fit to flood thus making driving conditions hell, and that my hair had basically exploded from the humidity, making me look like clown. And then I came home and started hating everything. But at least I've got it, because I don't remember getting it last month (or getting something that could hardly be called a . at all) and I was kind of worried that my cycle had suddenly gone on the fritz or something.

Re: I hate/don't hate

[blackandwhite02]

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This is me just not knowing what to say.