emo post are you ready (dont read if not)
i hate
-how my mood changes so much and ill want to delete this post in two seconds
-my computer
-feeling left out
-the amanda/bridget singular person thats developed
-having gorgeous friends
-being ugly
-caring too much what people think
-never knowing what to say
-knowing exactly what to say but not being brave enough to say it
-not knowing what people are thinking
-making jokes and people take them literally
-rejection (oh man)
-asking what something means and hearing "oh it doesnt matter" or just "nothing"
-how people think your only one thing "prep" "punk" etc when you can be a lot of things
-thinking about people too much
-lying and knowing you shouldnt but its too late to change it
-my relationship or lack therof with my mom
-the news
-embarassment (i do not handle that well)
-how i cry so easily and at anything
-how i open up to everyone and tell them everything
-how im making a list of things i hate and im already scared what people will think evern though no one reads this thank god and ill probably end up putting on private after a day or so of nervousness about it (that wasnt long)
-how you can be so close to someone and then feel so seperate from them
-how my friends get pissed when im quiet at lunch
-how i make up stupid scenarios in my head of what i wish would happen
-how i remember all my dreams but they never have endings
-how you forget things..i never want to forget anything
-death
-a lot more things that are too hard to put in words, they are just hateful feelings..
sorry about that. <3. just a pasing bad mood. youll see. tomorrow something will happen and ill forget i was feeling hateful.
-how my mood changes so much and ill want to delete this post in two seconds
-my computer
-feeling left out
-the amanda/bridget singular person thats developed
-having gorgeous friends
-being ugly
-caring too much what people think
-never knowing what to say
-knowing exactly what to say but not being brave enough to say it
-not knowing what people are thinking
-making jokes and people take them literally
-rejection (oh man)
-asking what something means and hearing "oh it doesnt matter" or just "nothing"
-how people think your only one thing "prep" "punk" etc when you can be a lot of things
-thinking about people too much
-lying and knowing you shouldnt but its too late to change it
-my relationship or lack therof with my mom
-the news
-embarassment (i do not handle that well)
-how i cry so easily and at anything
-how i open up to everyone and tell them everything
-how im making a list of things i hate and im already scared what people will think evern though no one reads this thank god and ill probably end up putting on private after a day or so of nervousness about it (that wasnt long)
-how you can be so close to someone and then feel so seperate from them
-how my friends get pissed when im quiet at lunch
-how i make up stupid scenarios in my head of what i wish would happen
-how i remember all my dreams but they never have endings
-how you forget things..i never want to forget anything
-death
-a lot more things that are too hard to put in words, they are just hateful feelings..
sorry about that. <3. just a pasing bad mood. youll see. tomorrow something will happen and ill forget i was feeling hateful.