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I have returned home and feel not so distracted. Good dinner, good friends..YES!
Well hmm. So prom is saturday. I was super excited about it for a while and now that it's here I feel obligated to go and not so excited anymore.
...dance party though prior to the festivites. YAYAYAYAYAYAY!
I was stoked about this livejournal thing for a while, and now I just don't update as often as usual. I want to, but sometimes I don't know what to say. And no one reads it. so hmm..maybe I should just start showing sex videos of paris hilton. Maybe that would attract people..
I'm reading this book Fahrenheit 451. I really like it so far. It's like I can interpret it anyway I want, like it leaves something to the imagination without coming out and saying it, and I like that.
I like books that you can get into, because then I make a movie of it in my head and replay it when I want to see it again. I've read 3 books this week. I'm a machine, and I love it.
I've been thinking a lot lately. I've kinda developed this new "outlook" if you want to call it that on life. I don't really know..but everything feels different. I don't know if it's the fact that I kind of feel nothing recently. Not that it's bad, I just wish I could feel more than not really anything. I was also caught up in my own world and I walked outside today and just sat on the sidewalk and looked at everything, and I felt so small and unimportant. Not depressed or bad or anything, just small compared to everything in the world. I realized there's so many things I want to do now or accomplish. Either way. Just how to get there is my hard part. I still have to decide where to go to college. Yikes. UGH!
I need to figure out something to do with my summer. I was supposed to move to Washington for a while. But I don't know if I will or not anymore. I'm supposed to be in school. But I'm ahead as is, I don't think I'll have to.
Oh wow. My mom bought this awesome book. I die laughing when I read it, but everything in it is so true. That I've come to somewhat dislike the male race. I mean they make good friends most of the time, but as lovers... there's always an excuse. So who knows what to do with them now. I may have to seriously think about becoming a lesbian because these males just don't know what they want. Or "they're just not that in to you". Bummer. But that's why there's females right..? Of course!
Well hmm. I believe it is time for cleaning. Because I have guests coming over. Why is it we have to clean before guests come over? Everyone knows you're dirty. Hell overyone's dirty. But I guess it's the American thing to make your place clean for the guests. So I'm following along and cleaning.
It is the death of seasons.
Well hmm. So prom is saturday. I was super excited about it for a while and now that it's here I feel obligated to go and not so excited anymore.
...dance party though prior to the festivites. YAYAYAYAYAYAY!
I was stoked about this livejournal thing for a while, and now I just don't update as often as usual. I want to, but sometimes I don't know what to say. And no one reads it. so hmm..maybe I should just start showing sex videos of paris hilton. Maybe that would attract people..
I'm reading this book Fahrenheit 451. I really like it so far. It's like I can interpret it anyway I want, like it leaves something to the imagination without coming out and saying it, and I like that.
I like books that you can get into, because then I make a movie of it in my head and replay it when I want to see it again. I've read 3 books this week. I'm a machine, and I love it.
I've been thinking a lot lately. I've kinda developed this new "outlook" if you want to call it that on life. I don't really know..but everything feels different. I don't know if it's the fact that I kind of feel nothing recently. Not that it's bad, I just wish I could feel more than not really anything. I was also caught up in my own world and I walked outside today and just sat on the sidewalk and looked at everything, and I felt so small and unimportant. Not depressed or bad or anything, just small compared to everything in the world. I realized there's so many things I want to do now or accomplish. Either way. Just how to get there is my hard part. I still have to decide where to go to college. Yikes. UGH!
I need to figure out something to do with my summer. I was supposed to move to Washington for a while. But I don't know if I will or not anymore. I'm supposed to be in school. But I'm ahead as is, I don't think I'll have to.
Oh wow. My mom bought this awesome book. I die laughing when I read it, but everything in it is so true. That I've come to somewhat dislike the male race. I mean they make good friends most of the time, but as lovers... there's always an excuse. So who knows what to do with them now. I may have to seriously think about becoming a lesbian because these males just don't know what they want. Or "they're just not that in to you". Bummer. But that's why there's females right..? Of course!
Well hmm. I believe it is time for cleaning. Because I have guests coming over. Why is it we have to clean before guests come over? Everyone knows you're dirty. Hell overyone's dirty. But I guess it's the American thing to make your place clean for the guests. So I'm following along and cleaning.
It is the death of seasons.