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Everyone has heard the old saying of "It is better to have loved and lost, then to never have loved at all. Those people have never felt the pain of losing someone that they love more then life itself. Thee weeks ago I thought life was getting better. But it was getting worse, and I didn't know it. I just can't help but wonder if there was something i could have done, or something I could have done. But I guess there is nothing that could have been done, or I wouldn't be sitting here crying, and miserable. I jsut wish that there was soemthing i could do to make myself feel better. Drugs and drinking aren't an option. They are only a temporary solution. I don't know what else to write right now. Just crushed and wanting the pain to go away.....................