Jul 28, 2003 00:15
For almost a year I have tried to work things out with steph. We have had alot of hard times over the past few months, with moving and work. Once I got my new place I hoped things would get better, but they still degrade. I ducked off the map fora while just to avoid the hurt. Then she comes to me and says that she does wanna work it out. We were together for two nights, and it just felt like old times, and I won't lie I do love her. She avoids me all weekend now that I decided to try things. All I wanted was to makethis happen and instead she shit on me. Now she has lost everything with me. No more lies, no more pain. I won't put myself through this heart ache again. never again. It is time to go to bed and cry.
TTYL everyone
Jeremy