Dec 05, 2004 18:22
hello. i might be someone you've heard of... but i highly doubt it. this isn't a bad thing. me and this person are in love and there hasn't been an entry for a while. that being the case, the thought of my existence is minimal for other viewers.
moving beyond that, who i am is not important. let me tell you about this girl i've come to love. you may know her as "black_tongue" but i know her as the love of my life. me and her go far back. although we didn't really talk much, we've come to love the similarities and differences in each other. she's a wonderful person and the most ravishing thing i've ever set my eyes on. she makes me happy when i'm sad. now that may not come as a big importance to you viewers, but this is an astonishment to me. you see, i never really express myself to anyone. in some cases (sorry baby) not even her. but despite all that i could be having the worst day of my life (which funny enough happened not that long ago) and she would lift my spirits and make me feel better.
this person fills my life with meanning. i've never felt so loved, respected, and wanted with anyone else. and god willing never will.
at first we'd joke around and play games of our attraction for each other. you have to understand i fell in love with her on the phone. this may sound weird to most people. however it makes more since to me than anything.
in so falling in love with her on the phone, it proves we love each other based on who we are, not what we are. i fell in love with her voice, and the person behind it all. the same as for her. but lucky for me she's hot... ;)
what's funny about us is we don't argue, we don't fight, we've never yelled and we're very open with each other, for the most part. i rely on her like i rely on air for every breath. if i didn't have her i would be nothing. she fills my mornings with something to wake up for. she's the first thing on my mind when i wake up, and the last thing on my mind before i end the day. i wouldn't give this love between us up for anything for she is everything.
yea she's weird..... sometimes. she can be a freak ;)........ tired of standing? but anyways the most important thing is......................................................................................................................................................................................................................... she's mine suckers!!!!! jk...... but not really. but on a serious note however i love you baby. one day we'll get away and you can be with me and i with you. there isn't a day that goes buy that i miss my one and a million.