me as i know me
i am nothing to you
i'm no one to anyone and all you can do is stair and laugh
will you miss me when i'm gone?
when you think of me, will you smile?
will you regret what you've done?
even if only a little?
will you remember the first time i smiled for you?
or how the candles lit my face
i wont forget this, this place your laugh
your overpowering radicance
is this the way a toy feels whenits batteries run dry?
you cant keep a secret that was never a secret to start. . .
i must be running out of luck because your just not drunk enough to fuck. . .
well what can i say and what can be said because i think i said everything i can. i am who i am. i simply saying i can only be me, i dont bragg about things that i can do and i dont lie about where i'm from or how i grew up or how i moved here. here is a list about me
1. i want to get to know you
2. i dont know you
3. i'm 5'3''
4. i hate long nails
5. my feet are small
6. i have blue/green/orange eyes
7. i have a lot of freckles
8. i like to paint my nails black
9. if i could die without pain i would in a heart beat
10. my brother beated me when i was little
11. my oldest brother loves me more than the world
12. i have naturally dark brown hair
13. i dye my hair red
14. i sleep with a pillow
15. i'm insecure
16. if you slapped me i might cry, but i'll slap you back
17. i love mac and cheese
18. i dont classify my self as anything ("punk","goth", "emo",etc.)
19. i used to cut myself
20. i've been to therapy once
21. i miss my dad
22. i knw a lot ppl in 3rd world countries would kill for my home life but i still want to move out and wish my mom would stop caring for one week
23. i have a journal
24. i'm happy with what i have
25. i think i'm lucky
26. i hate school, even my teachers have said that it appears i've given up on it.
27. i had a crush on cody
28. i once thought i was in love
29. i thought i could give up the life i had for the person i "loved"
30. my fav. colors are green white and black
31. i wet my bed until i was 9
32. i have 5 cats, a dog, a goat, four sheep, and 2 jack asses
33. i want the best of both worlds (hawaii, and houston)
34. i've been to "punk shows"
35. i want to play the drums for a living
36. i loved getting thrown around in the mosh pit
37. i like the taste of my own blood
38. i like all kinds of music except, girl boy band stuff, and country
39. i had a fetish for jazz when i was younger
40. i think johnny depp is hot
41. i think gore and death is facinating
42. i would like to act
43. i think i have abad voice
44. i think ppl think i'm ugly but i love myself any way
45. i think ppl thinkl they have me figured out
46. no one knws the "real me"
47. i shade my life so that you cant see: me crying, hopeless, "emo", tired, dissapointed, sad, remorseful, forgiving, and unforgiven
48. i need braces
49. i have a birth mark
50. i think i have friends
51. ppl hate me
52. i hate people who assume they know someone when they have only met the person once
53. i would love to kill someone
54. i hate being an "american"
55. i hate our gov. in every perspective
56. i think that the world is silly
57. i dont belong
58. i write poetry about sad depressing things even when i'm not sad
59. i cry at night
60. i think . . . a lot
61. i think i'm fat so i dont eat
62. i want to be liked, but i hate attention
63. i want nothing from no one, but i'll given you only what i think is the best of me
64. i dont think i deserve what i have
65. i'm a hypocrit (spelling)
66. i had to work for what i have
67. nothing in my life has been handed to me on a silver dish
68. i'm not ok
69. i hate overly reglious ppl, who try and push their religon on me
70. i try to be a "free thinker"
71. i knw not everything i do is original
72. i love hurley
73. i would like to try and be a model
74. i used to bite my nails
75. my brothers are overly protective of me
76. i;m not as innocent as you may think
77. i've been drunk
78. i smoke cig.
79. i've smoked weed
80. i hate weed
81. i think the world would be better without some people
82. i could careless about what happens to me
83. people think i'm a poser, but wouldnt i have to say that i'm something and act like i am that thing to be called a poser?
84. i never said i was apart of any certain group
85. i'm not straight edge i just do what i like to do
86. i think people who catagorize are stupid
87. i like retro clothing and furniture
88. i shop at the salvation army, and i proud to say that thats where i shop ;p
89. i go to yard sales and i enjoy it
90. i'm not perfect
91. i dont think anyone is perfect and nor do i expect them to be
92. i try hard to be a good friend
93. i think that no matter how happy i am or any one is, they'll always want more
94. i would give up on almost anything to prove my point
95. i'll try ALMOST anything once
96. i want to see a unicorn
97. i dont think i'm rich, i dont think i'm a snobb, just cuz i go to private school that means nothing i still the same person on the inside
98. if you ask me something, anything i will answer truthfully
99. i would love to visit thailand
100. i'm absaloutely in love with vampires
"i would give up my day light to spend all eternity in night"
-Kristen st.pierre
i'm no one to anyone and all you can do is stair and laugh
will you miss me when i'm gone?
when you think of me, will you smile?
will you regret what you've done?
even if only a little?
will you remember the first time i smiled for you?
or how the candles lit my face
i wont forget this, this place your laugh
your overpowering radicance
is this the way a toy feels whenits batteries run dry?
you cant keep a secret that was never a secret to start. . .
i must be running out of luck because your just not drunk enough to fuck. . .
well what can i say and what can be said because i think i said everything i can. i am who i am. i simply saying i can only be me, i dont bragg about things that i can do and i dont lie about where i'm from or how i grew up or how i moved here. here is a list about me
1. i want to get to know you
2. i dont know you
3. i'm 5'3''
4. i hate long nails
5. my feet are small
6. i have blue/green/orange eyes
7. i have a lot of freckles
8. i like to paint my nails black
9. if i could die without pain i would in a heart beat
10. my brother beated me when i was little
11. my oldest brother loves me more than the world
12. i have naturally dark brown hair
13. i dye my hair red
14. i sleep with a pillow
15. i'm insecure
16. if you slapped me i might cry, but i'll slap you back
17. i love mac and cheese
18. i dont classify my self as anything ("punk","goth", "emo",etc.)
19. i used to cut myself
20. i've been to therapy once
21. i miss my dad
22. i knw a lot ppl in 3rd world countries would kill for my home life but i still want to move out and wish my mom would stop caring for one week
23. i have a journal
24. i'm happy with what i have
25. i think i'm lucky
26. i hate school, even my teachers have said that it appears i've given up on it.
27. i had a crush on cody
28. i once thought i was in love
29. i thought i could give up the life i had for the person i "loved"
30. my fav. colors are green white and black
31. i wet my bed until i was 9
32. i have 5 cats, a dog, a goat, four sheep, and 2 jack asses
33. i want the best of both worlds (hawaii, and houston)
34. i've been to "punk shows"
35. i want to play the drums for a living
36. i loved getting thrown around in the mosh pit
37. i like the taste of my own blood
38. i like all kinds of music except, girl boy band stuff, and country
39. i had a fetish for jazz when i was younger
40. i think johnny depp is hot
41. i think gore and death is facinating
42. i would like to act
43. i think i have abad voice
44. i think ppl think i'm ugly but i love myself any way
45. i think ppl thinkl they have me figured out
46. no one knws the "real me"
47. i shade my life so that you cant see: me crying, hopeless, "emo", tired, dissapointed, sad, remorseful, forgiving, and unforgiven
48. i need braces
49. i have a birth mark
50. i think i have friends
51. ppl hate me
52. i hate people who assume they know someone when they have only met the person once
53. i would love to kill someone
54. i hate being an "american"
55. i hate our gov. in every perspective
56. i think that the world is silly
57. i dont belong
58. i write poetry about sad depressing things even when i'm not sad
59. i cry at night
60. i think . . . a lot
61. i think i'm fat so i dont eat
62. i want to be liked, but i hate attention
63. i want nothing from no one, but i'll given you only what i think is the best of me
64. i dont think i deserve what i have
65. i'm a hypocrit (spelling)
66. i had to work for what i have
67. nothing in my life has been handed to me on a silver dish
68. i'm not ok
69. i hate overly reglious ppl, who try and push their religon on me
70. i try to be a "free thinker"
71. i knw not everything i do is original
72. i love hurley
73. i would like to try and be a model
74. i used to bite my nails
75. my brothers are overly protective of me
76. i;m not as innocent as you may think
77. i've been drunk
78. i smoke cig.
79. i've smoked weed
80. i hate weed
81. i think the world would be better without some people
82. i could careless about what happens to me
83. people think i'm a poser, but wouldnt i have to say that i'm something and act like i am that thing to be called a poser?
84. i never said i was apart of any certain group
85. i'm not straight edge i just do what i like to do
86. i think people who catagorize are stupid
87. i like retro clothing and furniture
88. i shop at the salvation army, and i proud to say that thats where i shop ;p
89. i go to yard sales and i enjoy it
90. i'm not perfect
91. i dont think anyone is perfect and nor do i expect them to be
92. i try hard to be a good friend
93. i think that no matter how happy i am or any one is, they'll always want more
94. i would give up on almost anything to prove my point
95. i'll try ALMOST anything once
96. i want to see a unicorn
97. i dont think i'm rich, i dont think i'm a snobb, just cuz i go to private school that means nothing i still the same person on the inside
98. if you ask me something, anything i will answer truthfully
99. i would love to visit thailand
100. i'm absaloutely in love with vampires
"i would give up my day light to spend all eternity in night"
-Kristen st.pierre